exSucriteerred-deye

some people just have their own way of sleeping I guess ?

2011-04-14T09:13:00.001+08:00

Guess who is this guyyyyyy :D

ps : I'm bored, and I need to study for my AS :\

Baru habis trial

2011-04-13T05:04:00.001+08:00

*i still love you old blog, seems like you've been the forgotten one lately*

Just finished with my trials and dammit I know it's that baddddd !
And the real exam is coming sooooooonnnnnnnn, chuak chuak !
okay, Pesta Nasi 100 in Kelantan, and I'm gonna miss it. Once a year. Have to wait for another year lah ni.ish
sekarang hidup dah bahagia. Nak tunggu 7 tahun je lagi ni.
InsyaAllah next sem tak nak kena pegi GH buat paper dgn junior.
Gain weight [-.-]" macam biasa lah
and heyyyyy, my nose is fine now :D
got a new camera. So can really use it lah to take pictures at the college. Thanks mom, love you
tak tahan ah nak tunggu housetrip pegi Swiss Garden. yeah !
love, lets go and watch sunrise there. *winks*

ps : babi la, sapa ambik speaker aku masa aku tido. aku sepak jugak nanti kalau besok tak bg balik awal awal pagi lagi. cilanat. main rembat je tau.

hidung patah kottt -.-"

2011-03-14T18:53:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

fuh dah lama gila ~~babi~~ kan tak berblog. Sejak dua menjak ni, asyik busy je kat kolej. dah la exam dah nak dekat ni. perghh, lagi la cuak. buat masa sekarang memang cuak nak mampus sebab Maths dah habis syllabus dah. Tapi, masyaAllah exercise dia, past years dia, merapu je. tak sentuh langsung. Physics, yang ni mmg dari zaman sekolah lagi aku tak bleh nak hold on to the grip, mmg asyik nak terlucut je kalau pegang pon. Teruk ni. Econs, bukan tak pandai. Dulu masa first test, bukan main gempak. Tapi sebelum balik rumah hari tu ada tracking test, hancuss, berkecai, tak nampak pape dah. markah 8 je. seriously 8 =.= mungkin sebab aku ni bukan otak yang cepat paham kot, aku rasa belajar Maths lagi mudah dari Econs. err, tapi S1 ngan P3 susah gak kot.uishhh Takpe, cuti ni kita kiasu habis. mungkin tak habis sgt, nak fokus lebih kat physics ngan maths je. Economics tu nanti kat kolej ada je kawan² bleh tolong.fuhhhh *kiasu mode: ON*

Okay, next story. Dari Kapten rumah kuning a.k.a Rahman kat sekolah, now dah pegang Vice House Captain Topaz lak kat kolej. Boleh tahan gak kan penat. Tapi okay laa, ni sebab aku nak contribute. Sumpah rasa sayang kat rumah ni mmg dah ada dalam hati, jiwa raga dan sanubari aku. Biasa lah, budak SBP kan.hoho InsyaAllah, end sem dinner, we're gonna lift it up again. Oh ye, setakat aku dah jadi committee ni, setakat ni okay laa. Keje pon agak okay sebab semua orang supportive, hari tu boys menang volleyball interhouse, and aku pon join gak main sekali. fuhhh, penat gak sebab last main volley masa sekolah rendah kot. tangan dah jadi batang kayu dah.keras je rasaaa. And then, dikir barat spoiled skit, sorry la director kurang tapi girls menang traditional dance. Not bad. and macam yang Doradora cakap, " we're topazians, we're not divided into groups of girls and boys, we're one. If the girls won, all of us are winners, same goes when the boys won the volleyball competition kan ( with a smile )". Sumpah tersentuh hati aku sebab aku yang direct dikir barat, adik aku ni pandai gak cakap kan.haha Pape pon, congrats gak house lain yang menang, especially si budak sengal, Zameer eizaaz sebab menang. congrats la ko mung deh .

oh yee, lupa nak cerita, aku mungkin kena stop main sports for a while kot. sebab hari tuu main rugby sampai patah hidung.huuuu da tak hensem dah *menangis*

ps : nevermind we win or lose, the main thing is ukhuwah between us and when we had the ukhuwah in us, we're gonna start winning again :)

nampak kan sikit hidung bengkok tuuuu :'(

lama tak blog

2011-03-14T16:17:00.000+08:00

Update will come soon. sorry, haven't been able to blog for a while at college. I'm quit busy. Gonna post something later on okay. And btw, I'm home right now. But need to study for my upcoming exam. Nw it's kiasu mode :)

05th of February with love.

2011-02-05T09:22:00.001+08:00

it might be just a picture you draw for me, but it's the best gift i ever had ♥

I'll wait until we're in the UK and ask again. I'm full of hopes.
and thanks for spending the whole night with me on my bday.
You're always the best part of my day :)

an update from home.

2011-02-04T11:59:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Internet in Ky sucks ( sorry, it's true aint it ? ) a lot, I haven't been able to update my blog since I went there after the long break. Here I am again, back to home sweet home in Kelantan. My first update for February, which is the best month ever in my life. You'll know why after this lah :)

So life still goes on and on like usual and I've encountered a small problem for this semester, hell yeah ! But, I'm good. Nothing can hold me back, not this tiny little problem. Not at all ! So far, studying has been extremely hard, with all the teachers keep on pushing to finish off the syllabus and all. And OMG, Maths P3 has really been cracking my head for good. Okay, I'm gonna study hard for maths then. A*AB. that's a realistic dream for my AS. Not gonna dream big this time, it's better if I keep it that way and then consistent in my A2. Am I right here fellas ? I have my own target now, and I've been thinking of Imperial College of engineering. Depending on my AS result, if it's thaatttt good, I'm gonna apply IC. Listening to all the good news that all the seniors got, the offers and the results. I'm gonna get the good news as well. Enough of this lame part of my life.

the most exciting part is, I went to Langkawi for a holiday. And I did go to Kedah to visit all the cousins. After such a long time, it's good to finally go there and have a good quality time with them. I cherish all my relationships, especially family ♥ . For now, I'm having a good time at home. Waking up every single day with a good feelings , and I eat chocolate everyday. My fridge at home, full of Toblerone, Hersyey's, Daim, Von Houten, M&M's, Snickers, Mars and etc. heavenly heaven !

ps : I want an mp3 player for my bday. and after this I'll upload the video, the one which I direct for the video competition in Ky for Kiwee. We won ! ciaou brothers and sistars .

resolutions part #2 (bab* la .ish ish )

2011-01-06T23:31:00.000+08:00

Mood : tak elok sangat, sebab ada orang curi modem. ape kes gila punya orang, modem pon nak curi. ungka betul. okay, astaghfirullah. dah dah. and dah nak balik kolej, dah la lonely, homework tak siap, banjir. takpe lah dugaan.

resolution for this year.

Rasulullah bersabda, "ajarilah anak-anak kalian berkuda, berenang dan memanah" (riwayat sahih bukhari/muslim)

ps : i dont really care those people, who keep insulting me because of my physical, i'm making myself happy by sticking to the quote " expect the best, be prepared for the worst, fuck what others think & do your own thing" and i'm grateful enough I'm like this. Godwill, I'll learn how to swim. What a simple thing to do, try to overcome the old dream where I'm almost drowned to death when I was 5. kalau aku dah berusaha belajar, tapi still tak pandai. Takpe lah kan ? berenang, sikit pon jadi lah.dah ikut sunnah.

resolutions part #1

2011-01-02T11:12:00.000+08:00

"be awesome"

it's almost new year's eve.

2010-12-31T00:21:00.000+08:00

mood : swinging like a bloody irritated old lady .

just a simple post, before making the resolutions for 2011 :)

aku mencintai orang² yang soleh, meskipun aku BUKAN sebahagian daripada mereka. aku sangat benci akan orang² yang bermaksiat, meskipun tanpa sedar, aku SEBAHAGIAN daripada mereka.

ps : insyaAllah.jauh kan aku :)

sedang busy mngemas bilik -.-"

2010-12-24T15:00:00.001+08:00

Okay, this is crazy. I stopped doing homework for a while just to clean my room and wash all my dirty clothes . I've been so lazy lately. Oh, btw here is a picture like I promise.

Ohh man, i miss this room so much. okay, my room is not as messy as this room. mine is better, err, a lil bit better :P

Ps : dont judge okay based on the picture, we're boys, we're kids and we're brilliant. this is common. I know you guys also act like this sometimes. read carefully, we're only like this "sometimes". ahh, rindu sekolah, rindu ky :)

tukar jadi blue.

2010-12-22T23:12:00.001+08:00

mood : having a troublesome doing mechanics and in a big pain with my knees.

okay, juniors. i want to help :)

lately, i dont feel quite well. Maybe because i havent done my homeworks yet. okay, full stop. It's so stressful talking about that. btw, after a long time not contributing anything to my farisian community blog, yes, i managed to post one entry last night . And, talking about Kyuem. wth. But i think it'll be a good one for my juniors, even i myself don't even know the existence of this blue college called Kyuem. So, maybe after a little advertisement that i made for the college, more farisians will come here. com'on guys, let's make it happens here. I'm not so happy hearing people talk bad about our school, maybe they dont really mean it, but still. My love for my school is never getting any lower. I hope you guys will try to collect more information on your own, and if can, go for the top notch scholarships. It'll be worth it. I'll help if you guys with all the informations i get. It's only been a semester, yet i have so many things that i think we have never been told about. See, how getting to know people out of Kelantan and the culture here has made me a wiser one.

oo btw, i've changed my blog's colour again. I hope blue is okay. i've got to go now, need to do some homeworks here. Some updates will come with pictures next time :) bye bye bye

ps : haha.you guys can do it lah, and for those who's gonna get their Pmr result tomorrow, may the best of luck be on your side. amin

dah lama tak kena tag kan :)

2010-12-09T20:16:00.001+08:00

salam :)
okay, hari ni tak sebaik hari semalam. aku hilang punca, mungkin aku sendiri yang tak betul kot. takpe lah. Back to the story again, makcik Ilia telah mengetag aku. so, agak kerinduan jugak lah sbb dah lama tak jumpa kawan² sekolah. and dah lama tak kena tag.haha here goes ;

1. apa benda paling penting dalam hidup korang ?
   food. mati ah kalo takde food en. aku takleh hidup kot -,-

2. benda terakhir yang korang beli dengan duit korang ?
   a set of speaker for my laptop. gila betul temptation nak beli speaker tuh, kopak. now poket kosong. nanti elaun masuk lah macam ni.arghhhh

3. dimanakah tempat korang akan langsung kan perkahwinan korang dan apakah temanya nanti ?
   mungkin di kedua² negeri, eh kejap, sanding ke kahwin ni ? kalo kahwin. in the middle lah. mudah. tak gaduh nak pilih tempat.hee tema : blue,purple and lilac . kan ?

4. adakah korang tengah bercinta sekarang ni ?
   a'ah.

5. berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih korang ?
   insyaAllah. selagi akal masih waras, selagi kudrat masih ada, selagi tuhan bagi aku kekuatan :)

6. dimanakah selalu jumpa kekasih korang ?
   kat kolej.

7. novel/buku/majalah terakhir dibeli ?
   erm,masa form 5, buku tajuk My sister's keeper, yang aku baca separuh jalan je -.-

8. apakah nama penuh korang ?
   cukuplah sekadar korang kenal aku dengan nama fikri osman :)

9. antara mak dengan ayah, mana korang lebih mesra ?
   mak kot.

10. namakan orang yang korang betul² nak jumpa dalam hidup korang ?
   mek.huhu. kalau aku boleh putar masa, aku takkan jadi bodoh macam dulu :(

11. adakah korang basuh baju korang sendiri ?
   of course lah, sape lagi nak tlg basuh kan.ish

12. dimanakah tempat yang korang betul² nak pergi ?
   paris, i've been dreaming of going there since i'm a small boy. mudah mudahan aku sampai.oyeah !

13. pilih salah satu, peluk atau cium ?
   cubit.hahahahaha

14. beritahu tiga benda pasal orang yang beri tag
   makcik, dah nak fly, dia baik sebab dia janji nak beli souvenir from Aussie, and kitorang hampir sama which is we hate fat but fat love us :P

15. 5 benda yang paling disayangi dalam hidup anda
   benda ? en en. ape eh.susah la soalan ni.haih
   noki,stitch,cincin,komik, dan bola rugby aku. :D

16. lagu yang paling anda suka dan selalu dengar ?
   I live my live for you - fire house

17. bilakah tarikh lahir dan kat mana korang sambut tahun lepas ?
   05th of february 1992. oo, aku tak pernah sambut birthday secara official. mungkin next year if kawan² aku ingat. aku tak mengharap sebab aku dah biasa orang tak igt bday aku .sob sob

18. 5 rakan blogger yang anda nak tag a.k.a suspek² yang perlu dicari
   hohohoho.ni yang best.

   auni izzati :)
   rose asyiqah
   hazeerah hashim
   shikin gojes :P
   nadia atika
   elin
   asna
   aid
   cikstar

(taknak bagitau korang, tp kalau korang mmg baca blog aku, korang kena buat tau.wajib, takde sunat sunat :P

ps : if i can turn back the time, if correcting the wrongs are as easy as the words uttered out of our mouths, if only by saying sorry can change everything. if and only if.

now it's back again. -.-

2010-12-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

song on the playlist : You - Nur Jannah Alia (eh isit the right singer ?)

oh God. this is painful. it's back again. click here if you dont remember whats happened. okay, my leg is healing but then this thing comes -.-

ps : aku rase macam dah takde org bace blog aku .hmm

kalau new year ade azam, cuti ni pon mesti nak ade jugak .hoho

2010-12-03T01:57:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

ah crapppp, dah seminggu cuti berlalu. Homeworks masih gagal di sentuh, bahkan nak study. Memang sumpah sumpah sial doe.haha ( mencarut ky punya style ). begini lah, mungkin di sebab kan homeworks yang terlampau banyak, so aku yang memang pemalas ni , agak ah, tak tahu mana nak start. So, biarkan aje homeworks² tersebut tersadai di tepian dinding. Next week, aku bawak korang jalan² tengok banjir, pastu pergi lah nak berenang pon. HAHA. baru ada alasan tak siap kan. bijak ! okay, resolusi bagi cuti semester yang pertama. Macam biasa, resolusi memang kena baik kan, baru betul. Tapi kalau resolusi new year pon tak pernah tercapai kan, mana mungkin aku bisa mencapai resolusi yang dicipta khas hanya untuk cuti semester . ada kah berbaloi ? erghhh

So, resolusi² tersebut adalah :

1. of course yang paling penting ialah setudy kan ? so, this 5 more-weeks-to-go , hopefully aku ada semangat nak study, nak kata pergi holidays pon. macam tak je, tapi hari² keluar nak jumpa kawan.haha. tu yang paling best, lepak dengan kawan.woohoo okay, study first, belajar, next year nak AS. kena excellent.baru betull.

2. jadi, sepanjang ni jugak lah, semoga berjaya kurang kan maksiat dan tambah kan pahala yang mana² tak ada kan. baru betul, kadang² kita kena ingat, belajar je takde guna kan. Ingat tuhan banyak², insyaAllah.

3. oh ya, sebelum ~~terluka~~ terlupa, pada kesempatan ini jugak lah aku berazam nak pasti kan bilik aku setiap hari tak bersepah. biarlah bilik ni boleh dikatakan bilik. tapi tu yang susah sikit, nanti nak kena kemas² hari². penattttttttttt ( dan jugak malassssssss ). So, bilik, nanti ko pandai² lah kemas sendiri.haha

4. okay, luahan perasaan. sepanjang this few moths, aku rase macam dah gain some weight. okayyyy, bukan rasa. memang betul lah. dah gemuk, pancit do, sumpah. kurang kan sikit makan, biar jadi tuff balik.hahahaha

5. Nak beli semua barang² laptop biar cukup. dah beli speaker, so tak banyak sgt lah nak kena beli lagi.huu

6. zigzag seluar jeans, kecik kan jersey, and so on laahh. Seluar slack nak kena adjust sikit. bapak ahh, banyak gila nak pakai duit mase cuti niii.ish

7. Yang terpenting. a new pair of football shoes. adidas ? ;)

ps : mengantuk, dah tertido byk kali sebelum sempat post ni aku publish. goodnight dear :)

I'm home, you're home :) hello hello

2010-11-28T11:19:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum and hello, from the east cost of peninsular :)

adik aku comel.haha :)

heyyyaaa guys :D i bet you guys already know that I'm back home to Kelantan. OH MY, this feelings is un-express-able. okay, let just talk a little bit on the Parents Day yesterday. the starting of the day was superb, breakfast and then off to the hall ( together ? lol ). but, it's not quite working according to plan because my brother was there earlier, while my parents who were coming all the way from Kelantan weren't there. So I have to wait lah kan. yepp, in the hall, walking around and around, then met all the parents of my friends, not all . only some. and then, there's the part where i was freakingly nervous. damn. i'll be well prepared on the next time. ( if you're reading this, then only you will understand why i'm nervous. haha)

back to my parents, they finally arrived. I didn't really remember the time. maybe it was 1.00 pm or something. The first teacher which i actually took them to go and meet was Puan zaharah. okay this part wasn't supposed to happen. How come my mother and Puan Zaharah already know each other. arghhhhh. masak la aku . Now, i've more problems to be worried of. Puan Zaharah, can you please be nice to me. dont tell my parents, at least not all lah about what i've been doing at college. hehs. pretty please ? *winks* then, we went to meet Mr Foord. my Physics teacher. i considered that as a journey to hell, but maybe the hell was on holiday, so i didnt get into the hell. HAHA. Mr Foord was nice lah that time, at least i was praised ( a little only ) but it's okay. Mr Foord is a nice guy, i'm just a little bit afraid because of my result. I'm gonna love Physics after this.hell yeah :) alaaa, then my parents didn't want to go and meet my other teachers, i was wanting them to meet Puan Jas actually. Economics has been a new thing to me, but i do want them to know that i'm taking economics, and the fact that i only got an A for my first sem exam.hell yeah, it was economics. Quite a weird one, the subject i've never expected to get A for . Sorry Puan Jas.

okay, no more mumbling. I'm tired already. i dont want to talk much here. I'll keep my blog updated from time to time :)

ps : you're the best part of my day ♥

lama tak update blog ni aih.haih

2010-11-20T20:58:00.001+08:00

happy eid ul adha :) *bersama acap*

Hello guys :)
my oh my, now i just notice that it was a very long time ago since the last post of mine. Sorry dear readers, blame it all on the connection . I cant really log in to my blog for the whole time. Now only i can log in thanks to those who taught me how to change the proxy setting. jeez
I'm terribly sorry guys, haven't been updating my blog and that means you havent really know whats happening to me. It's quite a long story if i want to tell you guys here. So, let just keep it short. After all the problems that had happened here, all the ups and downs, all the troublesome days, it's almost the end of my first semester here. One more week then, i'll be back to my hometown, the dearest Kelantan. ooh and by the way, Kyuem really is awesome and i was awestruck actually. I've found something here.haha :)
okay laa, I'll update about myself more regularly after this. I'll keep you guys updated about myself here.for the mean time, let just pray that i'll be happy all the time ♥

ps : I'm soooooo happy :) hahahahha

saya dah dapat log in blog ini :)

2010-11-06T20:14:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

setelah agak lama saya tak dapat men'log in' ke blogspot, saya terfikir, mahu post sesuatu yang gembira, yes, sesuatu yang lucu dan mampu membuat orang irritate membaca post tersebut. Tapi...

Al - Fatihah

Mungkin ada yang terlepas pandang akan hal ini, mungkin junior lain kurang kenal, mungkin mereka tak rapat dengan beliau. tapi saya ini lain. saya antara yang tak pernah pulang bercuti mase long weekend apatah lagi short weekend . so secara tak sengaja saya dah jadi agak baik dengan beliau. Siapa sangka, malam sebelum marathon, saya yang sedang melepak lepak di bilik dia, sambil meluah kan perasaan yang terpendam, dan keesokan harinya pula lah peristiwa itu terjadi. Wan, mungkin kau tak sedar, secara tak sengaja, apa yang kau bagitahu aku malam tu ade betulnya, walaupun aku tak kisah sangat apa yang kau cakap malam tu, tapi bila aku fikir² balik, sumpah thanks wan sebab bagi lecture sikit. haha. pedih jugak, tapi at the same time kau bagi aku semangat. :)

Aku ingat lagi, masa tu aku berbaring kat atas katil kau, masa tengah baring tu, kau pulak tengah buat Maths kan. Razin tak habis² fire aku, Radhie kat sebelah pon tambah jugak sikit². Kau gelak je, tapi bila aku fire Razin balik, kau pon tambah jugak sikit.haha. nice one. baru Razin rasa kan kena fire tu best ke tak. Oh, dan satu lagi, yang mase first week aku tak balik tu kan, yang mase kita duduk kat kerusi tengah² kampung Topaz, pasal ****** yang hot tu.haha. sumpah aku tak tahu wan, tp okay la, ko pon cakap betul kan. sumpah aku malu gila time tu .duhh Tapi at least, ko pon cakap betul. Taste kita sama :)

Ps : cukuplah nukilan setakat ini, mungkin ada hikmah yang tersembunyi atas pemergian kau. Aku akan selalu doa kan kau wan, semoga kau dicucuri rahmat :) *kematian itu suatu yang pasti, hanya yang selalu mengingatinya yang akan selamat menghadapinya* amin.

I ♥ you, I do ♥ you, and I will always ♥ you :)

2010-10-18T01:49:00.000+08:00

Homeworks, masih ade half way nak disiapkan. Study, macam tak sempat je nak study ni. Result, dah dapat tp mendukacitakan. Penat, memang sumpah penat nak mampos. Besok, kelas lagi. haiz.

begitulah al kisah nya, exam sudah pon tamat dan saya dah mendapat result tersebut. Tak apa lah, mungkin ada hikmah di sebalik setiap perkara yang berlaku. Mungkin result teruk sebab result yang okay akan datang tak lama lagi. kan kan ? *positive thinking* . Tp sudah semestinya, bila result teruk. Saya akan mengalami satu process dimana otak akan mula start menjadi sengal tahap gaban & perasaan down itu satu lumrah. yess, saya down gila dengan result , walaupun org asyik cakap yg ni first sem, so chill lah bro. betulkah ?

latar tempat : cafeteria Kyuem

mungkin sbb ke-down-ess itu sgt hebat, saya ke cafe pada hari Sabtu malam Ahad. Majoriti pulang so, mmg ta nampak sgt la kelibat manusia2 yg suka berbuat bising yg annoying ( nak mampos ) kat cafe. Bagus2 korang balik, aku bleh lepak dgn tenang kat cafe. So sementara menunggu Manchester United turun beraksi, hati kecil saya terdetik utk call someone. Terus tgn kanan ku laju mencapai telefon nokia cikai aku. aku bukak contact bar, then aku tgk gambar sorng ppuan. So, ape lagi. terus call la bhai.muahahhaa

" hello .."

" hello..."

"ye ye, ni mama cakap ni. Apesal call malam2 ni ? ada masalah ke ? "

" ma, orang ( aku bahasakan diri aku as 'ore' ) da dapat result exam. tapi teruk laa. tak tau macam mane nak buat biar dapat result lawa2. huhu " aku mengeluh.

" so macam mane result tu ? cube bgtau. mama nak tahu ni " beliau memujuk. hebat.

" result die macam ni *..................................* tu laa, teruk gile. dah la kat sini ramai budak bijak. rasa inferior plak dah. "

" takpe2, biase la tu. Ni baru exam mula2. mesti susah nak coop dgn cara study yg betul kan. Takpe, nnti next sem, buat la betul2 eh.. "

"Tapi........." aku ta sempat menerus kan ayat, beliau dah potong.

" tak payah tapi2. nnti mama tlg sembahyang hajat biar anak mama mudah belajar... "

"okay. tadi kate ade ke keje kan ma kan ? bye2. nnti next time plak call "

Bibit2 senyuman menguntum di bibir aku. ( lol, mmg ayat novel jiwang ni ) haha . aku tak tahu ape nak cakap. aku sememang nya pelapor yang setia kepada beliau. Especially kalau dah tahu markah exam, result pape ke. Bagi aku, barakah itu amat penting. So, tanpa syak wasangka lagi yg anda semua mmg pandai membaca kan. Mama cakap dia nak buat solat hajat, nak mintak biar anak dia berjaya. *sobs*Semoga Allah mencurah kan rahmat & kasih sayang kepada mama & abah :)

loads of ♥

ps : If only I could reach the rainbow, I will pull it down and put your name on it. Then put it back in the sky so people would know how colourful my life has been with you in it....

setelah lama saya menyepi :)

2010-10-07T09:21:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum . Syukur,akhirnya saya mampu menge'post' sesuatu di blog saya ini. Sorry lah, mungkin disebab kan kesibukan yang terlampau, blog ni tak dapat di update. Ohh, & btw, saya still dalam exam mode. Petang ni ade paper Physics & di kemudian harinya ada pulak paper IELTS. *pray for me* I almost kill myself for pure maths, applied and econs. Dem !

okay, hari ni ape kate kite bersantai santai sahaje dalam berblogging. Tajuk hari ni, " Adakah anda pernah rasa seperti yang saya rasa ? " So, saya just nak memberitahu beberapa perkara yg mungkin bila anda baca ni, anda akan cakap "eh, aku pernah buat jugak ni..." lol. mungkin sesetengah org tak kot. depends la, tgk org jugak.

situasi satu : Pernah kah kalian semua sedang menonton televisyen dengan ahli keluarga anda kan, nak di jadi kan cerita lah mase tu tgh tgk HBO, cerita Angelina Jolie plak tuh. LOL. sumpah terbaik, & tetibe je ~~sex scene~~ scene 18sx di tayang kan. Walhal pada mase tersebut parents anda, kakak anda, adik pompuan anda ade di sebelah. haha. okay, ape perasaan anda ? & ape pulak yg anda akan lakukan ? :P mesti cepat2 tukar channel kan . pastu mengelabah, & semua org diam je.haha

situasi dua : okay yang ni agak kotor sedikit, and saya tak pernah buat. Saya just adaptasi dari cerita org lain. situasinya macam ni, anda sedang sakit perut pada waktu exam. Dan gas2 yang accumulate dalam perut sedang bergelodak nak keluar dari ****** anda. Ketika semua org tgh khusyuk jawab soalan, anda pulak tak senang duduk. Asyik angkat peha kanan, peha kiri, berusaha nak keluar kan gas tersebot. sampai lah, anda perasan yang ada bau kurang menyenangkan terhasil dari gas tersebut. Orang lain da start rasa lain macam bila ada bau, anda pulak akan pura2 khusyuk menjawab exam,dan kemudian pura2 terhidu bau jugak.haha. adakah anda org yg macam ni ? btw, sy pernah kena. STRESS nak jawab exam, ade org kentut dalam hall =.=*

situasi tiga : okay, yang ni pon kotor jugak. Tp nak buat macam mana kan, benda yg kotor2 ni la yang best nak cerita.hehs. anda berjalan seorang diri, kemudian anda sampai di suatu tempat yang agak tersorok. Masa tu jugak la hidung rasa gatal, da seminggu tak korek hidung sbb puasa. So apa lagi, usha2 line tgk takde org dulu. Pastu, da rase takde org, teros jari masuk dalam hidung. Alahai, nikmat kan. & then anda berpaling ke belakang, ade org tgk anda korek hidung. Terkejut kan. pastu cepat2 tarik jari keluar, & pura2 lagi buat macam hidung gatal & then garu je hidung :P betul laa kan ?

situasi tiga point satu : yang ni berkaitan dgn korek hidung jugak, pernah tak anda yg duduk berseorangan dalam bilik, korek hidung & then calit je kat mane2 anda rase nak ? Euuuuwww. gross. ( saya tak pernah buat ini semua, jangan salah sangka. saya just menceritakan berdasarkan cerita org lain ) haha

situasi empat : erm, saya terpaksa smbung entry kotor & mengarut ni di lain masa la pulak. Saya perlu study skarang, exam menanti plak nanti. dah dah. kalau nak tahu situasi seterusnya, drop comment eh. & kalau permintaan memberangsang kan, insyaAllah akan ada sambungan kepada ppost ini.huahuahua

ps : wish me luck for my exam, and for your information, my camera is broken down for this moment. maybe there wont be any picture related post for a while. *exam mode* *change*

Saya taknak buat homework !

2010-09-18T12:18:00.023+08:00

Mungkin ini post saya yang terakhir dari rumah. err, homework masih belum disentuh walau sedikit pon. Apakah mampu dibuat pada malam Ahad ini ? lol. InsyaAllah ~~tak~~ akan mampu. Jadi officially nya saya akan berangkat ke Lembah ~~Kayangan~~ Beringin pada malam ini bagi meneruskan titian perjalanan demi untuk terbang pada 2012 ini. Saya mahu terbang, sumpah saya nak.

Saya taknak buat homework. fullstop.

Okay je la, stakat ni je. Ironik kan, nak fly tapi taknak buat homework. Ah, lantak lah! okay, sorry. saya akan buat malam ahad ni. InsyaAllah sempat ish ish

ps:

if I know what lies ahead of me,

if I know this will end up like this.

if only I can turn back the pendulum and swing back the time,

if only I can correct the wrong decisions that had been made.

if, and only if .

nak fly jugak (-.-)"

2010-09-15T17:49:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum & salam bulan syawal :)

aku bermonolog dalaman : " Aiseh, anak cikgu azemi da fly g USA doe..dengki² " sambil tgk² gamba kat dalam fesbuk.. "pergh, lawa gile awek korea ni, siap pakai baju kurung plak tuh..nak jugak amik gamba ngan awek korea ish" sambil tgk gamba kat dlm fesbuk cousin yg masih di korea.haha.tgk awek plak :P

Jadi selepas Izzat Salihuddin officially fly ke Manchester beberapa hari yang lalu, & di tambah plak selepas tertengok gambar² seniors yang baru fly sedang sibok beraya sakan dalam salji dekat oversea *lol, exaggerate je, mane ade salji* malahan ade jugak yg berguling guling sambil di ambil photo oleh DSLR masing², fuhh, saya envy gile dengan mereka² sekalian. Jahanam, perasaan tak tenteram. ish ish. Sumpah tak tahan, aku pon nak fly jugak lah. Oh ye, tak lama lagi Cik Bibah pulak akan ke Jordan. And then lepas tu Afiq, Majid & Taqeem pulak akan berangkat ke Egypt. Wah, awal nye. Dan aku plak, menyambung kehidupan di Kyuem meniti hari² menunggu tahun 2012, sambil badan semakin membesar.haha Membuncit la nampak gaye nye nak tunggu fly ni kan (=.=) haha. Nanti bile da nak fly, baju da size XXL. ish, mintak jauh. Taknak ah, tak rela aku nak pakai saiz tuh .

Oh ye, selepas berborak borak dgn mereka yg masih belum fly time beraya hari tu. Baru lah aku sedar , 3 org je kawan aku yg dapat medicine yang full degree kat oversea, tu pon kat India 2 orang, & kat Uk sorang. pergh, bile bukak je fesbuk seniors yg past years. Bapak ramai gile batch dorang dapat pegi oversea, Ireland lah, New Zealand lah, Poland lah, Moscow lah, Belgium pon ade.Kalau nak tambah ngan yg buat engineering, lagi laa. bertebaran di serata dunia. Kat Jepun je dah berpuluh puluh Farisians kat situ. ish. ape dah jadi ni ? Batch kitorang nasib malang gile. Tapi syukur lah, bile aku berbicara dgn mereka, aku sebenar nya beruntung jugak rupa² nya. Sbb aku biasiswa YTN.hoyeah. Di letakkan pulak di kolej yg jauh terpencil, so aku terselamat dari gejala² sosial yg berlebihan. Syukur². Ni yang syg YTN ni sbb amik aku.haha YTN♥

bermonolog dalaman lagi : "pergh, kalau aku tak dapat YTN kan, mesti aku da ambik JPA pegi Perancis. hurm. kalo aku amik je JPA tp aku tolak YTN ari tu kan, macam mane la agak nye idup kan ? boleh tahan la jugak, ade rase menyesal lah, ape lah. Tp org ckp, tuhan lebih tahu kan. Ape yg terjadi ade seribu satu hikmah yg tersembunyi, betul ke tak ? " tp okay la, A level 2 tahun. InsyaAllah aku akan buat yg terbaik :D

ps : nak fly g UK, nak g Southampton, nak kurus, nak dpt straight A exam A level, nak kawen cepat², nak buat anak ramai², nak mati ~~awal~~ lpas cukup amal, sume aku nak.hahaha.

Selamat hari raya, selamat hari bahagia :)

2010-09-14T09:36:00.000+08:00

warning, these pictures are all from afif fathullah's FB .thanks to his newest canon EOS :)

mereka dtg ke rumahku, & zameer lah yg paling sengal -.-

aku buat air sndiri weh :D

di pelangi mall :) masyuk, kan zameer & weng. makan budu siap.haha

bergambor sebelum balik

HAHA.sumpah kiut. location : Villa yaya & family

beraya2 gak, solat pon kene jage .

tetibe kan dlm umah ade taman -.-" ape kejadah.haha

kontroversi kan sedikit raya anda dgn gamba penulis dengan seorang wanita :) hehe

ps : anda ta perlu tanye siapakah beliau, kerana sy sendiri pon ta kenal.haha have a nice raya peeps. Dont enjoy too much, remember that, Eid is not meant for us to enjoy ourself, it's to indicate that we've won the great war during the Ramadhan, fighting with our own 'nafsu' and all :) cheers.

hey it's raya time lah =D

2010-09-11T02:35:00.001+08:00

haha.try nak jd amateur :D

ni agar2 .kiut kan lol

sebelum menjadi rendang -.-"

cupcake :D

3 jenis ; tawar, manis & berinti serunding. best kan makan.haha

ps: raya dtg sekali setahun (aidilfitri la ni) so, jgn malu2 nak makan, tp jgn plak tak malu langsung nak makan. :) makanan sumpah byk doe. adakah, berat badan akan bertambah ? *sigh*

Get well soon dear :)

2010-09-09T08:39:00.001+08:00

ok, for today's post. let just use some english here. I just dont want to corrupt my already corrupted english -.- help me, need to improve tremendously especially in my writing skills, wanna go to the UK :)

Firstly, I want to wish Happy Eidul Fitr to all of my readers, proudly to say that I loveee u guys for being my readers . Thanks a lot guys, for making this blog alive, apart of sometimes making me annoyed :P haha. lol *jokes* So u can probably see that I've already wished my previous friends from 5 gamma, a.k.a Degammas . Sorry to Kyuemians, I dont have pictures with u guys, so I didn't make anything like that. Not that I purposely don't wanna do it nor I don't remember u guys, but, cherish all the memories & it'll fill in the emptiness in your life forever .haha Btw, dear Kyuemians, I'll do the same thing to u guys, maybe next year. Chill lah, we've another 1 year & plus together, not to mention the years in the UK , *Godwill* :D

semangat gile kot buat benda ni, even ta pandai pon . LOL :D

Okay lah, now back to the title of this post up there, I know, u guys must be wondering right now about that "dear" word. lmao, I'm referring that word to myself. I dont have any dear :P don't have one and don't want to have one for this time being, let just live happily ever after alone & wait until I finish my A level. Yeah , I'm not joking lah, I really don't have any dear. Oo wait, is there anyone out there wanna be my dear ? haha :)

yeah, I'm not in a good condition a few days ago, but now I'm getting better I guess. This is all because of the match with superseniors ( bapak la, dorang besar gile bhai), yeah rugby again. (-,-) Something is not right, my sternum. No, actually the doctor said, it wasn't sternum, it's the bone which link the ribs, erk, maybe it's in between the ribs, on my chest ( eh, bukan sternum ke di antara ribs ? eh, ribs ? ) lol. sorry if this doesn't make any sense. I'm not that good with Biology,even I used to love Biology before.haha The main problem is the bone and also the muscle there. That's what the doctor said to me, as far as I remember . I've taken my medication. hopefully, I'll be okay & I'll be back at Kyuem to play more rugby. ho yeah ! But, for the mean time, I have to rest & drug myself to cure the muscle first. Btw, what I remember the most is that, the doctor also told me that, he was once a rugby player as well. He played for Universiti Malaya. See, if a doctor was a rugby player, that's a pretty strong proof that rugby is a game for us, tough, handsome, sweet & gentle man :P

pain killer n satu lg tatau ubt ape .

ps : insyaAllah, aku akan bertambah sihat selepas ni, balik Ky hari2 nak jogging, nak bg fit & kurang sket body weight. Sumpah, aku gain 5 kg kot sepanjang dok kat ky. huh, nnti hari2 masok gym :DD

semalam yg hangat :)

2010-09-08T14:17:00.000+08:00

anak kucing yg entah dari mane -.-

Assalamualaikum kawan² :)

sebenarnye rase macam nak post gamba je kat sini, malas gila nak menulis. Entah laa, semenjak 2 menjak ni, mmg malas nak update blog .tatau la sbb ape. Tp pape pon, still aku nak post jugak pasal juadah bukak pose kemarin, sumpah terbaik . Lagipon start pose kan kat kolej, so mane la ade benda2 yg ala ala kampong ni.haha

Kemarin tanpa diduga, aku yg sedang nyenyak tidur lepas zuhur, tibe² mase nak masok Asar, adik aku dtg kejot, " g bakar ike " tu je yg die cakap. A'ah, kalo korang paham, die suh aku pegi bakar ikan. So, aku bangun ( agak perlahan la jugak, malas²) trus ambik wuduk, semayang Asar, & then pegi dapur bakar ikan. Sumpah best. Da lame kot ta bakar ikan ni, yg penting ikan bakar mmg best aa. Mmg kluaq abih ayaq mata aku sbb masok asap mase nak bakar ikan tuh (-.-)" huhs, tape, biase lah tuh, yg penting bukak pose best malam t. So aku bakar je la ikan tuh, sambil bermain main dgn camera aku yg da lame tak berguna sbb sejak masok ky, aku macam ta ambik sgt gamba2 ni.haiz.

Okay la, masok la plak crite mase bebukak. *Azan* okay apa lagi, ambik kurma makan, minum air soya, makan akok, makan nekbat, truih ambik nasik masok la, pinggan. Mase tu jugak aku sedar yg, eh, ade sambal la, mak aku buat. Selalunye la kan, makan ikan bakar ngan budu takpon ngan kicap. Tp tup² ade plak sambal. perghh. kecur air liur. Aku try test skali, ngap. perghh. mmg terbaik :D haha. mmg malam tu habis nasik, habis ikan bakar, sambal je la tak habis, haha. sape je yg nak makan sambal kosong je kan :P okay, now aku nk upload gamba lak .haha

ni la ikan tuh :D

pandangan atas.haha

pandangan zoom :P

ps : boleh jumpa ke ikan bakar camni kat umah korang ? nak rase tak cane nak bakar ikan, pastu makan cicah budu ? nak ? dtg la umah, nnti kite makan same² ikan bakar cicah budu. oo n btw, offer ni hanye valid kepada org ppuan je :P lol. haha

Kelantan ♥

2010-09-06T03:47:00.000+08:00

sbenanye ni gamba bas kolej.haha

Assalamualaikum :)

Jadi, selamat lah sampai aku ke rumah tersyg di sebuah negeri yg terletak jauh di hujung sana, haha. at least jauh la jugak kan dari Kyuem if nak dibanding kan dgn rumah org len. Kirenye aku ni mmg btol la musafir yg hina di tanah org kan. fuhh. best gile kot balik umah, dok lam bilik yg da berhabuk sbb lame takde org dok lam bilik aku ni.haha So, satu cerita baru sudah pon bermula, kehidupan kampung yg aku dambakan. ceh, solat terawikh di surau kecik yg semakin membesar lepas aku da balik ( tatau plak, sound system da upgrade, & tangge cam da ade mozek, lawa je surau )

okay, aku just nak post pendek² je hari ni, sbb aku yakin, org akan bosan bace yg panjang² kan. Jadi aku balik pada malam 04th Sept malam kol 9.30 da sampai kira² kol 6.30 pagi, agak lame sebab bas pusing smpai Rantau Panjang lak tuh. So, badan aku sakit² la jugak sbb dok dalam bas, stiff gile kot, naseb bek la ade kwan² yg sudi teman aku text dalam bas. So thanks to them, u know who u guys are kan. thanks a lot dear friends malam tu, kalo korg takde sumpah aku akan mati bosan dalam bas .haha Ooo, & ta lupe jugak nak highlight kan kat sini, aku tido dr pagi smpai petang td, haha. penat sgt kot, takpe laah, at least besok da bleh start buat homework kan. Semoga berjaya Fikri buat homework . yeahh.

Oh oh, aku jumpe Ajim Mukhtar, Ajim Bellan, & Naim before balik kelantan, jumpe kat Times Square & kat stesen bas. Sumpah lame ta jumpe korg doe, best gile kot. It's the reminiscent that makes me happy on that particular time :) kehidupan di Faris Petra & kalian semua.

ps: selamat bercuti ye kawan², & nanti balik kolej selamat ber-exam plak :)

2010-09-04T06:37:00.001+08:00

"I'm going back home to kelantan today. So, Happy Eid al-Fitr to you guys :) "

*rolling on the floor, screaming*

Ps : Jd kawan² selamat ~~berak~~ beraya kepada semua, tak kira sume Muslim Muslimat mahu pon yg sewaktu dgn nya. semoga berjumpa lagi kawan². aku da ade planning utk raye tahun ni, nak g kenduri Cik Zar & ustaz Him. So, farisians, jom serbu.haha :) Dear friends, see you in Kelantan okay :)

Perasaan oh perasaan . menyusah kan je .chait

2010-08-31T19:01:00.000+08:00

Salam & apa khabar semua, saudara saudari sekalian :D lol

Jadi, mungkin anda tertanya tanya lah jugak kan, apesal tetibe gile je gune bahasa melayu, eh salah ke kalu gune BM ? ta salah kan. lg pon ade sesetengah feedback yg terbaru, ade mereka² di luar sane yg rindu akan post saye yg mngandungi unsur² ~~luchah~~ humour, yakni post yg mnggunakan BM sebagai perantaraannya. (-,-) Demi pembace tersayang, sy sanggup. ceh HAHA Okay lah, berbalik kepada tajuk di atas, PERASAAN, bukan nye perasan, sila ambik perhatian yg keras. Sy ta perlu nak perasan, sy da perfect. muahaha. *jokes* hehs. biasa lah, dekat² nak raye ni, hormon tak stabil sgt, so byk la perasaan yg bermain² di benak pemikiran sy. So, biaq lah cheq list kan a few of perasaan(s) tersebot :

#1
Perasaan pertama, tgh gile meroyan nak balik kampung, al maklumlah da nak raye kan. Baju raye pon ta beli lagi nih. Nanti nak main meriam buluh lagi, nak pegi melawat kubur² ( Al Fatihah kpd mereka yg dah pulang ke rahmatullah ), ~~nak g melawat rumah awek & mengadap mak mertua lg~~, nak pegi tarawikh kat surau Kg Biah lg, & bla bla bla.

#2
Yg kedua, tgh cuak nak mampos sbb besok ade quiz physics , yea yea, I know, aku over exaggerate sgt pasal ni. suke hati aku la, blog aku, nak cuak ke nak ape ke. hish >_< okay la, ta perlu nak cuak pon sebenarnye. Nasib la, kalu test ta okay, makne nye ade ruang nak di improve kan, & kalo test da okay, boleh nak riak & takbur jap. eh, silap, kalo test da okay, makne nye alhamdulillah, ape yg belajar masuk molek, berkat :) mintak² la besok test ta payah sgt. huish. amin~

#3
Kemudian perasaan fizikal pulak, kepenatan yg amat. hadoiya mak aih, ade ke bulan² ramadhan al mubarak nih kene practice boria la plak. Takpe lah, penat pon penat lah. Enjoy sudaaa . Fikri, jgn byk songeh, just enjoy all the things , jgn stress². erk, mane ade stress pon sbenanye. saje je buat alasan sbb malas .haha

#4
sedih. ohhhh, ni dari segi batiniah pulak. Sedih la jugak, rse macam malam² puasa this few days macam ta productive sgt. Alah, setakat tarawikh je, ramai je org buat, benda² lain yg sunat tu ? duhhh. ni la bahana malas. "ROSAK" akan aku berusaha nak jd lebih baik.hoyeah !

#5
mengidam nak makan ikan bakar & budu & ayam percik & roti tempayan & cendol & air soya & air tebu yg sume nye made in kelantan.
ish ish, lambat nye nak balik kelantan, makanan kat sini best. Tp one thing yg ta cukup is that, keunikan rse tu. Kelantan ♥ the best :)

#6
to be continued lain kali plak okay :P

So, skarang blog ni dah la da jadi mengarut gile kan. Tambah plak ngan otak penulis yg agak mereng semenjak dua menjak ni.sakit². Jd blog ni da jd medan nak lepas perasaan plak dah kan. haha

ps : Quiz economics aku yg pertama punye lah superb babe. markah baik punye. siap ade "well done" lg yg Puan Jas tulis.terkezut :D mintak² yg physics pon same.hua3

no idea -.-

2010-08-28T15:40:00.001+08:00

this is what will happen if u are struck by boredom. I'm dying of boredom. It's Saturday, it's Ramadhan, it's a super long weekend in Kyuem, it's empty ( i mean 'almost' empty,this college) & of course it's super duper sad listening to lagu raya, I know, raya is a long way to go. But, when everyone can just go home easily during the weekend, while I can't, it's quite a sad scene here peeps when I listen to the songs. -.-

So, I've been exploring the internet for a while. And I was so successfully in trying to change a lil bit of my lappy so that it'll look nicer & better. I've downloaded quite a lot of software, that's why I want to publish the currently print screen shot of my lappy :) cute isnt it ? I'm still learning, hopefully you'll help me to be better in this internet thingy :D

ps :I need to rest well today, tonight's agenda, have to finish some homeworks later on. Gudluck Fikri.

Left almost alone, but I kinda like the environment :)

2010-08-27T12:58:00.000+08:00

Basically, assalamualaikum to all of you guys. I'm terribly sorry for the late post. Homeworks, assignments, MCB, all sorts of things really occupied my time. But still, I'm trying very hard here to not to online for a long time anymore. Time management, between facebook-ing & homework-ing. That's why, if you rarely see me online, so you should know by then that I'm doing my homework ( especially Mathematics ) -.-

Here in Kyuem, your chance of finding human beings during weekend is almost only 10 % or sometimes even smaller. LMAO. And bear with the fact that, all the 10% are most likely Kelantanese, Sabahan, Terengganese ( or Terengganuan ? ), Johorian & etc. heyy, I'm here right now, so I know how does it feels to be left all alone in my chalet where all my chalet mates all are at their home sweet home sleeping on their own comfy bed. jeez. I want to balik Kelantan as well. But, I've been used to this kind of life during my five years in Smstmfp, so I don't really care much. I'll keep on living even if there's nobody here :) In fact, the feeling where there's less human beings is more soothing. haha. Don't ask me why. If you really want to know, stay here during the weekend, & you'll know how comfortable it is to live all alone in your own chalet .

Oo crap, I don't really know what to blog anymore, I'm running out of idea. Okay, what if I tell you guys about the club that I've registered myself into. First as always, the rugby club, that's a must for me. Then, I also joined two more clubs, MCC & CAC. MCC stands for Malay Cultural Club which I don't really have any clue about the club when I wrote my name on the registration form. But, seems like MCC is actually one of the best club in Kyuem, when I said 'best', actually it means 'busy'. Yeah, that's what I've been told during the first club meeting, where all the members will have to help the club committees when there're events organised by the club. Specifically said, almost all the events are actually college events & they're totally grand events. So, I'll be very busy during that particular time, I guess. Okay, the second club which I've participated was Culinary Art Club. LOL. Dont laugh people, (=..=*), heyyy don't you dare to laugh. It's not that bad okay. Majority of the members in the club are female, so I think you guys can guess the main reason why I joined this club right ? LOL muahahaha. yeah, the main reason is that I can eat free food every weeks :) Nice one, and also, I love to coon as well. Take notes, I love cooking & eating, especially free food. Ho yeah ! And for those who did asked me to cook nasi kerabu, just because I'm a Kelantanese, all I can say is that " Sorry, I dont know how to ".
I'll ask for the recipe from my mom okay, but you girls will have to cook that nasi kerabu on your own, I'll be the taste judge :)

okay laa. lets stop here before I start to ramble again & talk shits. duhh. Today is Friday, there's only a few people here, others are at home & I have tonnes of homeworks that need to be done before this coming Monday & I also need to submit some of my homeworks to my teachers. And pretty much also, there's Physics quiz next week, practices for boria. So, definitely, I'm gonna be a dead meat by next week. -.- EXHAUSTED GILE BENG LAA.

ps : rase macam mengarut gile kan post ni. hohoho, I'm going back to Kelantan this 4th of Sept. yeah yeah, and then lpas tu boleh pegi tgk Cik Zar & Ustaz Him bersanding. :) friends, wait for me. Kelantan, I'm coming to you...

At last, it's weekend ;)

2010-08-21T17:34:00.000+08:00

IELTS makes me happy. LOL. the class is not so stressful kan .haha

It has been ages since my last update. Yeah, I'm busy. I'm a student again. I'm extra lazy to update my blog. LOL. Okay, salam & very good day dear readers & bloggers :) I'm just fine here. Don't worry bout me too much okay.

Batch Anniversary :)

So, after a long rest for about a few weeks time ( literally meaning that I didn't update my blog ) . Now I'm back again . Back with a very big bang .hoho. Actually, for this post, I really wanna upload more pictures for you guys to enjoy. Maybe I have to write a little bit more before I start on uploading the pictures. To be honest, my friends out there, you pretty well might be shock with all the activities that I've been involved here. First and foremost, the fact that I was on stage doing some acting ( I guess I can say it's an act ) can be a shock, right guys? I've never been on stage before, yeah, I have that thing you called stage-fright and I'm suck in acting, so much. That's why, I myself when I think back of that moment where I decide to join the act, what the hell am I doing, I can't really be serious to act on the stage in Grand Hall. Fortunately, I survive on that particular night. ooo yeah !

yeah. i was on stage, being a boy who's going to get circumcise -.-" a scene from Cultural Performance :)

jeez, they're sucking my blood -.-"

Later on, I also now, officially a blood donor. I can't really remember the date but I remember exactly how does it feels to see your own blood flowing out into the small bag ( I don't really know what it's called. sorry ). I was one of the donor. Am really² proud of myself. Hopefully, I'll get another opportunity to donate my blood again, another 450 ml of my blood I guess -.- To cut things short, I've also went to Muslim Youth Camp (MYC). Met lot of the super seniors, and it was terribly fun :) yeah yeah, all the makan talam session makes it a very much an unforgettable experience for me. okay laa, I'm tired and I need to take a nap. So lemme just upload the pics okay ? :)

makan in talam :)

during MYC . The water is so bloody cold. =.=

ps : Kyuem, this is the place where I want to develop myself into being a real MAN .& this is also the place for the brilliant people, lets hope, I'm included in that bunch of people :) so, bye². I need to sleep badly. ciaou

ta boring ke asyik post pasal kyuem je ni ?

2010-08-01T11:43:00.000+08:00

Jawapan nye adalah tidak sama sekali.Well, yesterday, i went out to Mid Valley, Sogo & for the first time actually using the commuter service. =.= don't wanna talk bout that seriously, it's a hectic day & my money management sucks a lot. There goes my allowance for this whole month at Mid Valley -.- and for today's post. i wanna upload a few pictures :) i'll continuously add more pictures. from time to time. Maybe for this time being, only this :)

sebab bilik agak bersepah, so gamba blur sikit :)

I thought of giving that blue fella there to someone.haha. let's hope you're the lucky one to get it okay.

sape nak ? :D

malas kot nak kemas =.="

so sorry bebudak intec, bebudak AAJ, bebudak Ktt, KMB, KMS. kitorang kat Kyuem ade air conditioner lol :DD

da kemas da chalet . yeay !

ps: homework byk doe, tp aku ta buat pape lg ni. haiz -,-

aku kadang² ta mampu nak bukak mata lg lepas pukul 1 =.=

2010-07-30T14:46:00.000+08:00

Okay, I just had my first class already. I thought it would be an easy one, but seriously OMG. What the hell, my brain has corrupted so much i think that I can't even solve a simple additional maths question. jeez -,- And also, first homework for economics. siot. erk, lepak sudaa kot.oo n btw, last night was BA. (lol, for those who wanna know what's BA stands for,u have to come to Kyuem first) there's no other place as Kyuem. The preparation for BA was hectic, a hell loads of works to do. Yeah, maybe becos i was once in SBP before, so it's just like living another SBP life again, but with no strict rules. Of course I've been used to this kinda event, in fact if I'm not mistaken, for our Teachers' Day 2007, we also used that red carpet theme, maybe this time we added on the haka, sketches and etcetera. I miss my old time in Faris petra, and I will surely miss this BA so much, I hope next year will be better ( it's still a long journey kan nak ckp pasal even next year.cibai)

beberapa fakta lagi pasal Kyuem :

1.kat sini, kalau nak cari buku murah. Mmg kene bertumbuk kot, haha. especially buku yg Muscom jual. Scene die lebih kurg je ngan scene Farisian mase nak masok dining waktu berbukak puasa, mmg bertumbuk sakan kot. Nak roboh pintu, tp seriously, bapak mahal buku -,- aku da pokai !

2.oh , one more thing. bebudak kat sini gempak gile kot, cerita die macam kat dalam buku hikayat tu, bile cikgu suruh bukak buku & belek muka surat bape² kan, " Okay students, turn to page 201 and answer the question number 10", alkisah nye aku plak baru je nak ambik kalkulator, tetibe ade je budak kat belakang aku bgn " Sir, the answer is A, and i think the question is incorrect a lil bit. bla bla bla " =.= bapak bijak, aku baru je nak tekan butang on kat kalkulator. bedebah ! bedebar siot -,-

ps : aku mengantuk sgt, so baik la aku tidr dulu.haha. chow. nak tido la -,- sume org balik umah, kelantan jauh. so dok je kat sini :)

the first few random facts.

2010-07-25T08:00:00.000+08:00

So, as what I've said before, I'll publish a few facts about Kyuem from time to time. Here goes, take it or leave it :)

1 . err, fakta pertama yg paling mngerikan lah bg aku, kat sini mmg org² yg dtg semua nya fasih thp cipan la bahasa omputeh ni. Tp sbb aku ni semangat Melayu aku byk lg kot, aku still berbahasa Melayu. Mmg terbaik lah diorg, sakit otak aku cane nak ckp ngan sesetengah dorg. Tp lantak ah, lg 2 tahun, korg jgn tekejut je bile aku balik kmpung kat Kelantan uh, korg dengar aku ckp mcm mat salleh ke. haha korang tunggu je laa. Mmg Yorkshire habess doe. :)

2 . erm erm, fakta kedua, agak ah kot. Kalau korg ade fikir mcm aku la kan yg bile kite dah pegi Kyuem ke, ape ke, takde bebudak bengong. haha. korang da bleh kena tendang bontot smpai melayang. Seriously, kat sini, bukan kawasan bebudak nerd kot. Semua yg aku da kenal stakat ni, mmg kepala otak gila². Seriously, dorg mmg gila kot. LOL jokes.

3 . makanan pulak topik kite kat sini. Kalau dulu mase kat Faris an, oke bebudak Faris yg bace, ape komen korg terhadap dining ? sumpah macam sial kan. -.- Tp kat sini, makan 3 kali sehari, bile da menu pon da ade chicken chop. Haiz. mmg terbaik dari ladang lah. Dah la airconditioned dining hall :D oh & btw, bebudak Jpa khususnya Bella Quedhiya, hoho, kitorg makan best, ko mkn sup je laaa~

4 . Bilangan bebudak SBP, masyaAllah. byk tak terkata, smpai aku pon mcm da sengal sikit, jalan sikit tanye je skolah mane, mmg skolah² yg masyhur & kemudian, mmg SBP laa.haiz tp okay laa, kalo bebudak SBP ramai, mmg la best. Macam balik skolah ah, except peraturan ta ketat sgt.

5 . fakta yg memang tak bleh blah.haha. mmg kat sini best la kalo korg nak bird watching ke, man watching ke, "GIRLS" watching ke. Fakta nya ialah, awek kat sini super hot.haha. tp aku setakat jeling² je laa. And seriously, awek kat sini HOTTTTTT ! lol
well, i'm a man, thats an undeniably fact that i have interest in girls lol :)

PS : aku kepenatan kat sini, tp sumpah best :)

I'll later.

2010-07-24T07:48:00.001+08:00

Hello lads & gents ;)
So, I'm actually far too busy with orientation, err, I presume so. By now, orientation hasn't finished yet, so I'll update my blog later on. oo & btw, if you guys wanna know some facts about Kyuem, please read my blog again after these. I'll list out a few interesting facts which I had gathered through this few days of my life here . You will be shocked.lol.maybe . till then. :)

A+.

okay, last from home. panas² gitu seyh. ;)

2010-07-17T12:09:00.002+08:00

Salam to all my dearies dears :)

I think this post is gonna be my last for a while. As u all know & notice, I'll further my study this 20th of July at Kolej Yayasan UEM. So, till I reach there, I shall never be blogging , at least until I get the free internet connection there. Don't miss me yeah friends, I know u guys will :) but keep it in your heart that, I'm going away to study. To finally incubate my brain & to ensure it doesn't turn out being a fossil .LOL. See, my English has been so crappy lately, my already petite circle of mind is getting even smaller. sigh. That's not a good sign at all, I even might have to study very hard to obtain great result in my A level. So, please understand, I dislike study. I never ever did enjoy my study time. If not because of I ought to, I won't study at all. haha. Okay, I'm being so honest here. Bear with it, I can never handle my mouth, words keep on uttering out of my mouth, same goes to my brain, always generate ideas without having me to think, err, bad ideas I suggest, that's a more correct term to describe my ideas . As always :)

I hope, this is going to be a nice place for me. Just like my previous school. Five years in hostel, it meant so much for me ♥

PS : am going to college this Monday, have finished my packing & shopping just now. Now, everything is ready, I only need to prepare myself mentally & physically. Yeah, to seniors, don't be too harsh during that orientation week. I'm pretty much rebellious & quite err I always keep my feelings inside, so if i don't really 'puas hati' with something, it'll haunt me forever. So u know, it will also haunt you as well. Please be aware, I'm not that easy :)

sayu, sesayu sayu nya -.-

2010-07-16T17:19:00.002+08:00

ye. hati aku terasa sayu, Mungkin jugak disebab kan, sebelum ni, aku yang merupakan golongan sederhana. ( kepada semua, aku bukan org senang, tp mujurlah, & syukurlah, aku jugak bukan golongan yg terlalu daif ) Tapi, lumrah alam, manusia tak akan puas dgn sesuatu yg dah ade. mesti nak lagi. Kesayuan hati aku bermula lagi, kalau dulu, aku slalu nak keluarga yg bapak gaji ratusan ribu, mak pulak gaji puluhan ribu. Tp kelmarin, aku pergi membeli ikan. hadoiya, bagaimana nak ku luah kan. gemersik hati aku berbicara sendirian. Yang pertama sekali menangkap ekor mata aku, seorng budak kecil dalam lingkungan 5 tahun. mungkin kurang. sedang asyik bermain² dengan ikan yg ade di dalam bekas. erk, ikan kembung kot. entah, kurang arif lah bile ckp sal ikan² ni, aku ta pandai. makan je aku pandai.haha Tp itulah hakikat, di saat emak nya, si penjual ikan² itu tgh busy menyeluk ke dalam ice box berwarna oren, utk mngambik ikan yg aku order. Aku agak sayu melihat kedaifan kedai itu. Kecik sekecik nya. Amatlah kecik. Dan melihat pulak kepade kecomotan anak kecil itu, masyaAllah. betapa aku bersyukur, aku dilahir kan dalam keluarga sederhana. amatlah bersyukur. jikalau aku ini lahir dlm keadaan sebegitu jua, apakah nasib ku juga begitu ? aduhh, tak snggup aku bayang kan, mmg sedih gile. Bermain main dengan ikan, dalam keadaan yg comot & dibesar kan tanpa peluang. Ye, peluang utk belajar. Tp sememangnya aku jugak diseliputi kekaguman yg amat hebat, sesekali aku melihat air muka si ibu kepada anak itu yg amat jernih, dgn tutur kata nya yang lembut dan senyuman yg selalu terukir di bibir nya. Aku tahu, miskin mereka pada harta. tp bukan pada batin nya. mereka hanya lah golongan yg tiada err, org ckp luck & plight. mereka tiade nasib yg baik. Aku tahu, mereka tak mengingin kan kehidupan yg serba daif, tp mereka dikurniakan sbegitu. ish ish. meleleh air mata, air hidung aku -.- takpe lah budak kecik yg suka bermain ikan, aku doakan semoga kau akan berjaya. Mungkin, kalau kau berjaya. kau akan mngubah nasib parents kau tuh. Mane lah tahu, rezki kau, dibesarkan dgn ikan, dan akhirnya menjadi taukey ikan ke.hehe. jokes, taklah, jadilah doktor, takpon engineer. mcm yg aku nk jadi ni. haha Tapi berbalik pulak kepade kisah aku, hampir² dan seakan akan sama. Aku yg sekadar kg boy, cewah. Mendapat sponsorship dr syarikat yg ade prestij, yg ade name. Inilah takdir, aku akan meneruskan perjuangan yg belum selesai.haha. takde ah, aku da ditakdirkan, aku akan mengubah nasib keluarga. Itulah yg terbaik :) dah la, packing pon belom. nak mngarut dlam blog lak. ciaou dulu, nak packing hehe :DD

ps : babai. nnti kalu tak keberatan, aku update blog sebelom aku g Ky. tp kalu keberatan, & aku ta sempat update blog. maaf kan lah kawan² :D all the best utk aku ke ky.haha. nnti kot² jumpe awek kee, best gak,hehe :P

I enjoy oldies more than u guys can ever imagined ;)

2010-07-13T12:16:00.000+08:00

ps : enjoy & do gimme some feed back. I know some of u guys love English songs so much, but i'm opposite :)

does it matters ? wtf

2010-07-11T17:41:00.002+08:00

when hearts shattered,
when loves broken,
when times ended,
when only a man can win.

Okay. hello there peeps. lads & gents :) howdy ?
Like usual, i have no idea to blog. Not even a lil bit of idea. I'm dying of having my brain changing into a hard, freezing, cold stone . sigh. So, if u count the days, well. there's still more than a week before i enter college and start a new college life. Start reading , writing, stalking, talking shit over and over again. So there goes my holidays. Will end up with me, having nothing from a seven frigging months of enjoying myself up until i reach a level of dying in my own world, boredom. It struck me well though, i'm bored, but then after some activities, i again enjoy living my life doing nothing, yet not long after that, boredom struck again. what the fuck.( dont read if u are a good person, i'm trying to be dirty with my words ). Okay, lemme tell u one thing, i wanna go out of Kelantan badly, like so fricking bac because i wanna experience the life out of Kelantan myself, people say it'll be fun, but for me it's time to gain experience and knowledge from others. This is the correct and the best time, a transition from an adolescent to be a man :)

okay. i dont wanna ramble so much. I've to continue packing my stuff and have to do lots of works. I'm lazy, dont expect me to do all the jobs at once and finish them immediately. i'll do when i feel like doing. To be a damn good person, be different :D

ps : malam ni final . nak bet ? :)

bile fikri nak kawen ? lol :)

2010-07-09T01:24:00.001+08:00

kawan², nnti saye kawen, anda perlu jadi macam ni ea :)

lol.please dont ever ask me that kinda question again peeps. u dont really know me if u ask me that again, it's like i'm pretty unpredictable lah, see in the pic, i've married once.LMAO.hahahahhahaha

ouh & btw guys. if u wonder what actually happen in that pic, let me tell u this. can u see behind that man standing in front of me, u can see there's the bride while the groom was ME.hahahaha. And that of course u can see for yourself la kan that 'bunga telur'. it's nice though to get married. i've had the feelings being a married guy.hehe do wanna know the exact stories ? PM me, text me or call me. i'l tell u guys bout that day :)

ps : bile lah nak kawen kan.hehe. da start gatal² la ni badan ni.hahahaha. mama, ore nok nikoh. :) maybe after i've had all the things i've been longing for .till then. now, single is the best damn thing ever.hell the best. and i dont really want another commitment. not until i had prepared myself entirely :)

saya pandai lah lipat baju ;)

2010-07-07T01:24:00.000+08:00

khas buat Hazeerah Hashim yg tanye sy pandai ke tak lipat baju. meh nak habaq mai naa. :)

lol.ni buku² yang aku simpan, walaopon ta bace sgt,tape lah, nmpak sikit aku ni rajin membace kan.muahahaha

ini laci tersayang.awwwhhh. u r the best lah kotak kecil :)

Hazeeeeeee. see, i do lipat my baju okay ;)

biase lah, da senior. gantong byk mane pon tape je kan .muahaha. da la prefek, sape nak marah.suke aku laa,. skolah bapak aku kan.haha. aiseh, over plak. maap cikgu² . :)

hari inspection, if nak sorok baju yg malas nk kemas. ni laaa die, letak je makanan byk². org tak bleh komplen nye. kang die komplen, aku cakap " ek eleh, nak makanan aku laa tu.setan gondol"

tp bile ckp pasal makanan, aku pelik jugak dol. apesal time aku bukak je biskut² ni, tetibe ramai laa kwn² yg dtg ziarah. nak tanye kaba laa, nak soh tlg ajar addmth laa, ade ttinggal barang laa.hadoiya, walhal dorm aku tingkat paling atas, tmpat org paling malas nak naik, & add math aku.err ta payah crite laa. haram jadah. ni yg aku musykil ngan hidung dorg.siot jeeeee (=.=)"

ps : dalam gamba paling last. gamba cik dino tersayang :)

petang yg best :)

2010-07-05T23:00:00.008+08:00

aku memblog slepas kenyang makan, walaopon hanya nasik puteh + ayam goreng + sayor ayaq.hehe cukuplah, tak perlu mewah² dan kenyang² sgt. aku pon da biase mkn yg simpe² jek :) alhamdulillah

ouh, nak di jadi kan cerita lah kan. hari ni aku bgn dari tidur, lpas je bgn aku tros amik baju pegi sidai. yang aku basuh semalam, tak kering lagi. sbb petang kemarin cuaca agak lah kot. lembab² sikit, jeans aku tak kering. so aku tros je amik & sidai. nmpak cam hari panas sikit, kejap je kot mesti kering .haha kemudian naik atas rumah, layan tv la kejap, tgk citer korea.lol.( cik doktor auni kate aku tue sbb tgk citer tu, so aku tanak bgtaw tajuk =.= ) begitu lah hikayat nye aku duduk bersendirian kat umah tanpa ade kerje yg nak dibuat. sah kan nak belek² buku, nak makan pon kadang² aku malas. baik aku bergolek² atas lantai. best jugak an.haha & inilah kisah sebenar nye, aku tetibe jee. dalam benak dan sanubari aku. terasa nak pegi melawat datuk aku. yang aku panggil "ayoh", haha, ayah aku plak aku pggil "abah". best kan, mmg macam tu la di kampong, panggilan² yg org luar kdg² rase pelik, hakikat nya. biasa lah tu :) ouh okay² kang melalut plak kang, panjg² takde makne.hahaha

jadi buat sekelian kalinye, aku yg terase nak pegi umah atuk, alaaa tak jauh pon , 2 minit jalan smpai la kot.haha. dekat gilerr. tp disebab kan kemalasan yg melampau tahap cipan eksotik, aku pon buat lah keputusan nak smbong bergolek je, td kat lantai ni atas sofa plak. bosan yg amat tambah plak malas yg terlampau² laa .haha jadi aku tak jadi lah nak pegi umah atuk. ni la bile syedtan menang dalam menghasut kita kan. aiseh. sakit jiwa. haha. okay laahh, nak di jadikan cerita. aku pegi lah jugak umah atuk aku, ni pon da pukol 6 petang lebih daa. sblom maghrib. aku tak terdetik pon sbenanya. tp mcm minda separa sedar, aku berjalan jalan ke arah rumah yg da tua di sebelah kepada rumah aku ( perghh,. paranormal gileee ).haha aku pon pegi laahhh. mcm dalam cite tu laa, yg budak² jalan kat dalam semak sebb nak sampai kawasan tuh.hehe

dan apa yg aku tak sangka, ea lah, aku dapat ilmu best hari ni mase g umah ayoh.hehe. at first mcm bese la, aku greet atok aku, "wassup² tok" hehe. takde lah, acah jee. aku mcm biase laa. jumpe pastu ckp² skit ngan die. aku ckp pasal pegi Kolumpo hari tu orentasi, now ni tunggu duit masok bank je. skali kene basuh daa, haha. atok ckp jgn bile duit da msok nak enjoy pulak keje nanti. duit bukan mudah nak cari kite, kite yg sparuh gile nak cari duit, mcm yg aku penah denga org² tua di kg. otai lah ni ckp. "berpeluh bro sampai ke bontot nak cari duit" .x dpt dinafikan, lgpon atok aku dulu penarik beca jee. yee, aku bangge aku lahir hasil titik peluh beliau (erk, beliau hasil kan abah aku la dulu).

kemudian selepas kene basuh tu, aku pon diberitahu plak oleh beliau akan hakikat , petua nak memulakan perjalanan. macam ilmu laa ni beb.hehe. ni yg best ni, tp aku ta boleh kongsi kot, sbb aku pon blurr lagi. nnti aku kene g tanye balik baru paham aisehman =,= tp yg kewl nye, mmg best laaa. ta penah² aku denga atuk aku ajar pasal ni.haha. so aku pon belajar la ape lagi. & sempat gak aku tanye, kalu nak berbini 4 ade petua tak ? hehe. macam biase, soklan nak kene pelangkung.haha. tuk aku pon jwb yg alahai, die pon kawen ta smpai 4, ade hati aku nak.hahahahaha, siot je. letih je aku tanye kan :P

ps : aku sayang atuk aku, nnti 2 tahun lagi ye " ore bawok ayoh g KLIA ata ore, hehe" InsyaAllah :)

nak mengarut sikit mase boring nih ;)

2010-07-04T14:16:00.003+08:00

asalamualaikum wbt et bonjour. c'est tres bien Dimance oujourdhui :)

I don't really have thing to blog anymore, but maybe i should try to force my petite brain to try hard & keep generating ideas to blog. or else i'll be in a bad condition once i enter college soon. oh, saying bout the college stuff, i haven't bought a single thing yet. d'oh. okay², i'll go and buy all the necessary stuff tomorrow, or maybe the day after tomorrow, or .....(keep on saying the same thing over & over again) =,=
phewww, now i'm getting a cold feet as well.

btw, some of my friends are coming home from their current place of studying. okay, thats WTF. when, i'm actually going away from my beloved Kelantan. they're coming home. jeez, i hope i can be with them, going out to KB ( the only lepak place in KB is KB Mall, so bear with it la ) or maybe see some of them to trade stories. yeah, u know how i cherish friendship right ? okay, ignore this problem. I better set my foot and mind on college as soon as possible, no more enjoying life like a sucker, with nothing to do. damn it had been almost 8 frigging months of leisure & no study at all ! oh my, i wonder how am i going to start over again with all the books, the assignments, the writing ( jeez, i almost forget how to write anymore ) . So, don't care lah whether they're coming home or buying home or what. What most important now is to keep my life going. If i keep on thinking bout others, there's no way i'm going to fly to Imperial on the next two years. :)

oh, & now i knew that, one of my senior, from batch 0307 is also under YTN, the different is, he's taking Mecha and i'm taking E.P so, he's now in Aussie while i'm going to UK (that's a prayer of course). meanwhile, for Kyuem. I dont really know whether i have lots of seniors there. the only person i knew, who is my senior, which did his a level there before flying to University of Leicester is Abang Buzz a.k.a Hasrizal Yusoff. Now, i'm going there with Adah. okay,Adah is different from me, utterly different. yeah, she's a girl & she's going to Kyuem under a more prestigious scholarship i guess, and also she's doing medicine and her previous SPM result was far far far better than mine. no comparing please. I hate when people who keep on comparing two different people. The world is a sphere, so thats a fact. Like me & Adah. the both of us differ but all i can say, if u are judging others by your own foolish perception , u are a completely an idiot , lol. i dont really judge people, for me, this is my honest opinion, when u are well given a talent or any specialty by Him, the other people will also have that, only, what they had are not like yours. so, respect others & it wont kill to be humble am i right ? :)

one more thing, thanks to Nick for giving all the infos bout further maths. err, it's quite a nerves wrecking moment i guess to start a college life, at least after u had finished a full five years of a-prison-like life in SBP. gosh. and also to start learning maths again when u barely can score for your additional maths in school ( okay, i'm talking about myself here ). and what about Physics ? aaaarrrrggggghhhhhhh

ps : aku nak g Imperial, lg pon YTN bg allowance byk siket kalu pegi uni yg prestij² nih.hehe. duit beb, sape tanak. da la mengaji kat tempat best. duit income bulan² lak byk. pastu boleh la nak g melawat negara² di perantauan kan, tgk EPL pon best gak.hehe.

teuku zakaria kan ?

2010-07-04T00:12:00.000+08:00

sometimes, to show my true color, it's better if i just post songs to my blog, see. I love this kinda song :)

ps: menanti hari ke Kyuem. nak main rugby kat sane, tp duit tade nak beli but baru. lantak lah, barang² pon ta beli pape lagi nih, nnti elaun YTN masuk. insyaAllah. aku akan berjimat cermat. beli but adidas yg kaler putih mcm Lampard pakai .kewl :)

best jee bace ;)

2010-07-02T02:20:00.000+08:00

so aku ade la terbace sebijik buku yang aku jumpe kat atas lemari yg mmg besepah nak mampos, dengan cebisan² kayu kayan yg hampir habis di ratah dek anai² (aiseh, bile laa rumah aku nak jadi bungalow nih). aku takde laa tertarik sgt nak bace novel tuh. cume aku sempat² la jugak melilau lilau tgk kat buku tuh, perhati kan, & kemudian aku belek² pulak buku tu. menarik !. ade gamba seniwati sarimah. lawa beb.haha mase die mude² dulu daaa. mmg sumpah, chair aku tgk (masyaAllah) . ouh, oke² back to the point la ea. aku terbace satu rangkap puisi kat dalam. ta tahu la hasil karya sape. tp menarik utk dikongsi. bunyi die cam ni :

Dari mana punai melayang,

dari dahan turun ke padi;

dari mana datang nya sayang,

dari mata turun ke hati.

ps: haha. jiwang do. tajuk buku, Kalau Dah Jodoh Tak Ke Mana. S.H Alattas :)

aku pernah berangan angan.

2010-06-30T02:16:00.001+08:00

for the very first time in my life. this post is what i dont really wanna share but, this a prove. every single word we say is actually a prayer. and prayer wont be fulfilled immediately. it varies up to Him :)

see. i wrote lots of things on an old cupboard in my room. and among the words, there u can see for yourself. this is what i wrote on the cupboard on Disember 2007. just after i got my PMR's. then, i was still in a doubt whether to take engineering or medicine. but times had changed me a lot . but, the most important thing i wanna highlight here is, i wrote Ireland, UK, oz (Aussie). and now, 30th June 2010. i had secured an offer to do A level. and Godwill, in two years. i'll be going to United Kingdom :)

ps: doa bukan saje selepas sembahyang . ingat tu. stiap kata2 itu pon doa. dan mungkin tulisan aku ni satu doa kerna aku sering melihat, mengangan, dan menyebot nye :) *kalau lah lemari baju aku tu ade kaki, mmg aku da kene penendang maut kot, asyek conteng2 :)

selamat ber Bahasa Melayu :)

2010-06-29T10:03:00.000+08:00

hari yang cerah :)

kepada kawan2 yang sudah lama tak dengar khabar. semoga kalian yang boleh dikatakan berada di perantauan agar sihat2 sejahtera . dan yang terbaru, warga2 Kolej Mara Seremban/Banting, Intec, Kolej Teknologi Timur, UniKL Miat, CUCMS, dan sebagai nya. selamat habis bercuti ye. selang beberapa hari lagi anda anda semua akan menjadi pelajar baru. oh, yeah! dan kepada dua org pelajar Faris yang akan menjadi penduduk Lembah Beringin yakni Kolej Yayasan UEM. jangan gusar, jangan gelabah, jangan gabra tak tentu hala. lambat lagi la . begitu juga lah kepada aku, tak perlu riuh menjerit nak beli barang. buat sedikit demi sedikit setiap hari hari yang akan mendatang. insyaAllah. siap la tuh packing barang barang. oh, stakat ni sahaja. nak keluar .

ps : hah. mood hari ni > nak cakap bahasa melayu doe dan sudah tukar font lain. jangan nak mengomel pulak :)

aku masih di sana [-.-]

2010-06-24T13:15:00.000+08:00

Just simple post to make sure u guys are always updated with my life :)

Hellooooooo lads & gents .
I don't really have interesting yet new thing to post here. Just keep my time filled with something benefitial ( i guess it's not a crime right to keep online every second) . & i just got lots of text messages from my friends who're going to leave Kelantan in a few days time, and they keep on asking me when will i be back in Kelantan again. I guess, i've been on the road for a while. With myriad of people i've seen throughout my journey from east cost of peninsular up to the south part of it. Dammit, guys. dont go yet. wait for me. So, some of them are going to school today. yesssss, today. to meet the teachers, to pick up the SEMASA, to ask for forgiveness & then to hang out with each other . I'll miss the hang out session. ciss. bedebah betol.

Hopefully, this Saturday. i'll get the chance to go to Nizar's. makan free LOL . okay friends. seeya this saturday :)

ps : aku masih di Johore, smalam baru je lpas melawat Danga Bay. fun! ho yeah. maybe ptg ni or malam ni aku balik rumah. haha
tak sabarrrr :D oo n btw an, kepade yg susa2 nak bace sbb font kecik.hehe. bersabar. i prefer someone who really care & love to read. not someone who keep on making a big fuss over tiny bit of situation. enjoy lah ea :)

Snapped by them :)

2010-06-22T17:24:00.001+08:00

Just a few pictures will definitely do all the tricks. Let just say like others will most likely say, pictures explain thousands of words. It's like, reading a story by only observing some still moment captured by cameras, no matter a single-lens reflex (SLR) or just an ordinary one. The most important is that, the memories, the reminiscence & the feelings. i'll post some pictures here okay. lets lay back, & enjoy. to the moment of extravagant.

siot la gamba ni mmg buat noti box full je =.=

toughen your back, because life will make u so :)

waka waka eh eh :)

only for 18 & above. parental advisory is needed :P

boleh nampak? gamba ni bahaye. tp permintaan ramai do. beginilah hidup. kene amik risk kalu nak berjaye. erkk. ni risk ke? haha. papepon. boyak ngan fak.mmg korang tebaeeekk ah. malu aku tgk gamba ni. awww

painting is just a way to express, & by letting, u r actually giving. be honest.

only a great person can bear a great responsibility, life wont always be easy. TEKUN !

the oldies. the veterans. the power.

erk. mintak maap la. haha. da name pon blog aku an, so mmg byk la gamba aku. nak gamba korg byk. buat blog sdiri hehe

fun is only a small part of miseries. jgn telebih suda la.

phewitt, lagi 7 tahun. tunggu :)

ps : semoga inilah permulaan kepada satu kejayaan, kesungguhan kepada kekuatan. aiseh. byk mengarut. mcm ni la mudah. sape yg nk tgk gamba orentasi an, hah, tgk la korang puas2. aku da post. tp mcm aku ckp td, mintak maap la. hehe. gamab aku mesti ah byk, sbb ni blog aku okay. ta puas ati, jumpe aku kat Kelantan. kite betumbuk.hahaha. ciaou.

YTN & orientation :)

2010-06-21T10:29:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum WBT . Bonjour. Oha.

Okay now, becos some of my friends keep on asking when i'm going to update my blog about all that YTN's orientation stuff. okay guys (especially mu Nazrin.hehe) here goes all the craps from my brain which had been transferred through my finger tips to my blog .have fun reading guys. no censorship at all . LOL.
Well, the first day was always a typical one. Yeah, cant really find anything which cant stimulate me so fast. Well, i arrived from Kelantan at 3.00 a.m plus minus. & then went to Shah Alam to stay at my sister's house(only a house she rent along with her course mate) . So, from Shah Alam to Ilsas, okay it was quite a journey, we started on around 6 a.m & reached Ilsas maybe around 7.30. So be aware of me, i was in state of semi subconscious like a man who has been taking drugs for years. I was tired. Damn so tired. I just slept for about an hour throughout my whole journey from Kelantan to Kuala lumpur. Hell yeah. so effing exhausted. -.- The registration , like always. find your name, take the key, go & change into the shirt they had provided us with. etcetera etcetera. boring!

Let's move on to the interesting part now yeah. The ice breaking session, where we got to know each other of our teammate. then also bout the flag, battle cry,& other things as well. okay that was tremendously awesome. This is what i call, everyone has their own abilities, the capabilities to awestruck people with their own talents. of course, they way of their thinking, how they generate ideas, how they pull up & repair any unwanted problems which occurred. Sorry, i'm not that good with this kinda stuff. So let them be the leaders, leadership is not my cup of tea. in fact, leadership is quite a poison to me. i just dont want to be a leader just only to be a leader, do u get me here? okay2, let me explain. let me make it simple. i hate to stand in front of people, & let the best person to stand in front. (aku malas giler.hua3).

So, we have been separated into a few teams, which name has been determined by our national car. To name a few, KANCIL, kembara, Alza, Satria,perdana, ~~itik,~~ arena, ~~myvi,savvy,viva, honda civic faruq,~~ erk, & aku da tak ingat yg lain2 =.=. Well, it was actually nice to keep on the fighting spirit between all the teams, yeah right, it's already in human blood, we love to fight & WIN. so, being grouped will make us all out. The burst of energy. how yeah! okay la, now i've dragged this post to be long & so bosan for u guys to read. And, the most interesting part where i like this part the most, the outside activities. Okay, rather than talking in front of people, I prefer to show them my athleticism(lol, sounds so cocky right, mcm la athletics sgt do. siot). But, seriously. It was fun, especially when we almost managed to pour the marbles from a glass to another by using ropes. That was indeed a very good experience. LOve that. :) (also to that auntie with iPhone, sorry to have quarrel with u Auntie. just to cheer up the situations :) ) okay la, i dont really wanna post longer, it'll be lame & no one will read it up to the last word. I'll post on another post hopefully, kalau aku ta malas la :P

President : abu hassan

vice president : Fahimah

Imam : abbas

Playboy: JB

hensem boy : korang tanye zaim cite pasal email.haha

Oh. & specially dedicated to Faruq, btw how's your car dude? sorry because we almost crushed your car on the way to masjid uniten LOL. enam orang dok blakang, total satu kete sumbat lapan orang.haha. mau kopak kete kau bro. seriously, thanks :)

ps: Kancil got third. so guys. hopefully we'll bump into each other again.hope so :)
& btw, aku sepatah haram da lupe pasal lagu TNB tu.haha. ade sape2 yg igt, nanti ajar aku eh .muahaha

from ILSAS to Pahang. & then Johore, bla bla bla.

2010-06-20T09:14:00.000+08:00

Salam & howdy.
So sorry peeps, I'm just back from my orientation session with my YTN scholars mates. But, still i haven't reach home yet. I'm currently staying at my uncle's house in Pahang, & i'll be making my way to Johore this morning ( or maybe afternoon, depends on the driver). Wooaahhh, finally it's so nice to online myself again. :) & who knows, the orientation programme was so damn exciting, just bear with the facts that all orientation programmes are tiring, non ain't. okay then, a very contented two & half days at ILSAS ( Integrated Learning Solution) . okay, i'll make a specific post bout that induction & post a few choosen pics after this. LOL. maybe some very gross looking pic.haha. okay2, just joking okay. no such thing =.=

okay, i dont wanna drag this post to be long & boring. just to mention that i'm back(actually i'm still not). & i'll be updating my blog from time to time. dont worry guys, i'll keep u guys updated every time. :)

ps : kancil in.....out.HEE HA.. Sammena menna eh eh, waka waka eh eh, kancil kancil ......HEE HAA
that's my team battle cry :P

changes.

2010-06-15T02:18:00.005+08:00

I'm changing everything, not a fully everything, maybe a part of everything. Change for the best.hopefully, it'll.

2010-06-14T01:44:00.001+08:00

"I hope you'll be happy, as I'll always be happy for you. Bye. "

some words are hard to be expressed.but, i have to. bye.

Amerika

2010-06-13T13:21:00.000+08:00

Well, hello & a pleasant day peeps. So, today i've got a few things bout USA.

This is the first one. So there they go, the JPA's scholars to USA. It's Vanderbilt University if i'm not mistaken. They'll do their preparatory programme there, so for those who got it, make sure u ain't coming back to Malaysia right after u finish your preparation, i mean, make sure u pass all the exams & tests .So JPA wont send u home for some dumb reason, like not doing well enough in your preparation. There's no Farisian going to USA i think, luckily. haha. If not, i might end up cursing them for getting an early exit out of Malaysia. yeah yeah, i'll be stuck here to do my A level for two more years & it's still an uncertainty whether I'll fly over or not. But hell yeah, i'll work harder, to fulfill my mission. ~~Oxbridge~~ Imperial, i'm aiming for u. Godwill, it wont be just a dream, it'll be my destiny. hopes so! :)

okay, time for the second one. Geeeee, WTH was Robert Green thinking last night. How can he let that ball slipped over from his hand. maybe the new ball was the problem, no i dont really think so, like the commentator said, it's more like a human error rather than 'that ball's ' error. sigh. The result for England versus United States, a draw, one each. It's difficult to describe, i'm just feeling that that's pathetic.
Capello, can Joe Hart play after this? give the youngster a chance, u cant afford another draw or lost anymore, right? =.=

Pya : kenape x amik, bukan that your dream kan?

&this is for Pya, she asked me why I didn't take Jpa to France. My answer is quite easy, it's the same as u. Isnt that you wanna be a doctor, but now u aint doing medicine, you are under BNM. Isn't it obvious, we're the one who think & create all the plan. But it's not us to make the decision about all the plan. :)
What we want is not always what we're getting. Am I right? tp eleh, dekat je kalu nak pegi France kan dr UK. The main problem now is, how am I going to keep my french from getting rustier. darn. kene bace buku ni.haih. =.=

ps: mintak2 la Joe Hart bleh men lpas ni.gyahahahaha

7

2010-06-12T00:43:00.001+08:00

ps : so blogger had make a new design button.sorry, i'm too malas nak try gune butang tu. malas nak customize layout baru. i'm comfortable with the old one.nanti2 lah ea.
so, voila. this is 7. the mighty seven :D & not to forget, for those who got JPA's .it's all the best. securing a scholarship is one thing, but to maintain it & finally to get the plane ticket. it's another thing. lets work hard mates!

btw, tn Luqman, amacam? kewl.haha.thanks for the wallpaper (=.=)"

50% only.

2010-06-11T17:18:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum & hello there peeps (woohoooo, it's always nice to greet people )

sorry, all i wanna post here is that my blog will be on hiatus for a while. Not a full hiatus actually, just a semi hiatus . LOL. It's time for football. brrrrrrrr. So, it means it'll be a 50% hiatus (so the title make sense doesn't it?). Perhaps, i'll update my blog whenever i'm leisure enough, or when i want to =.=
The first match will start tonight, so peeps, if u can't reach me online, try to reach me through phones. I'll reply if i'm not busy. haha.
will not be so active for a while in :
1. blogspot
2. facebook
3.recom.org
4.makan
5.bla bla bla

ps: already change my window to 7 :D i'll post the screenshot after this. haha. excited gile nak tgk bola nih. oh yeah! makan bola, tidur bola, mandi bola. semangat2 (ish, kan best kalo smngt mcm ni mase study,siot je )

i'll never change

2010-06-09T13:44:00.004+08:00

this is what will happen when I try to study, with a laptop & a mug of nescaffe. Nothing seems right. =.=

just can't help myself. I've been like this, like forever. Lack of concentration while studying, jeez. Maybe that's why I prefer studying at wee hour. sigh.

ps: I wanna change my font. trying something new now :D

Aku dah tak nervous da. :)

2010-06-08T13:50:00.004+08:00

now its time for a serious post. no more silly jokes & stupid quotation of myself to the public.

so, let's start here. To be honest, now i'm feeling a little bit of the nerves, damn i'm nervous to start my college life. It's not like i'm homesick, yeah thats pathetic, at least i've been living away from my family for five frigging years, so no more such thing as crying all night because of missing home, cats, bed. no is always a no for me. i've been trying to make myself independent & learn how to stand tall in front of other people. I can't deny the fact that, people say i'll be shocked, culture shock, if i further my study out of Kelantan. Yeah, that's half right & half wrong. My life is extremely simple, & in fact, it's very much simpler than people has expected from me. Okay, lets go back to the nervous part. Facebook, blogspot, recom, those things had help me so much in finding more details for my college-to-be. KYUEM.( have never heard of it before) & also the will-be-students a.k.a my future college mates. This is what making me nervous, some of them are very good in their studies. haha. I will laugh to myself again & again about this. So, i'll change my nervousness into a spirit to fight. LOL. Let review the facts that, KYUEM will be a place for excellent students to be dumped.haha. All the top scorers are gonna be sent there, in a positive way of thinking, it'll be a healthy competition between them, & i'll be among them. If i take this & think of it in a brighter side, the environment will make me a competitive student, which I had never been one before. I'll be squeezed in a bunch of brilliant brains. Let just hope that, it'll be like a disease, where i'll be infected by my fellow friends there, & i can also be as brilliant as they're. haha.

And then, based on all the informations that i gathered from various people, from lots of sites, etcetera. There's no doubt that KYUEM will bring out the hidden potential of myself, release the 'monster' in me. LOL. I hope so. And surely, i'll make the environment at KYUEM as a stepping stone for me to achieve the great victory in my life. Get the best result in A level, ~~getting an offer to Oxbridge,~~ & finally fly over to United Kingdom. It's not hard to go further, when we're pushing ourselves up to the limit. see, I'm a pretty optimistic pessimist.haha.

Lionell Messi is just 169cm tall, but did he ever give it a damn? no, all the thing he cares to do is play the best football. And, some people criticized his height, but in the end he is the best footballer in the world. There's no 'impossible' word in life.

ps: so Fikri, all the best. No need to be a genius to excel in study. All the effort will make u a genius yourself, in your own way. Have a blast, Fikri!

grabbed from Fis'

2010-06-07T14:31:00.000+08:00

LOL. i was wandering around in the internet, & suddenly I saw this pic in Nafis' picasa Album. I like this pic, it looks naughty & full of conspiracy :)

cik ayun luchah bg tagg LOL

2010-06-05T20:58:00.000+08:00

1.Apa yg bermain difikiran anda sekarang ni??

kenapa la aku yg kene buat tag dari si ayun ngok nih.aiseh.

Apakah nama samaran u'all??

fikry, keri, yi, kapt( yg ni lu xmau tau dari mane.)

Berikan 3 orang yg u'all sayang

diri sdiri, mak, bapak. kekasih hati, kekasih jiwa, kekasih hempedu. haha. amik ko.nak sgt!

Panggilan utk si dia

s*** ( aku xkan bgtaw, muahahahahahahaha, aku x suke sgt ckp pasal ni.mauahahahah)

Hadiah yg korang impikan dari seseorang yg istimewa

kebenaran nak kawen 4, muahahaha. *mati aku buat statement gile cmni* +___+

Blog mane yg korang suke visit??

blog sape2 yg aku suke visit.daa

2. Adakah anda happy sekarang?

nope. aku sedih. jangan tanye.

Kenapa anda Happy?

bongok la soklan, da kat atas tu aku ckp aku sedih, yg ko sesengal gile tanye kenapa aku hepi ni apesal? siot la.

Apakah benda yang boleh membuatkan anda happy?

iPhone, Blackberry, Macbook, Dell, SLR, Swatch, Levis, Polo, nasik ayam. bla bla bla

Pernahkah anda menerima tag??

banyak. tp ni pertama dr cik ayun si luchah tahap cipan.hua3

Nyatakan warna yang anda suka.

pink. awwwwwww~

Beritahu 5 orang yang anda mahu tag.

auni izzati.hehe. nak tagg jugak sbb x puas ati kat Pahang ade panggung :P

elin

kam

kak aimi .muahaha. kalu rajin buat la ea cik aimi =.=

.....

Tuliskan sesuatu tentang orang yang anda tag.

Tulis panjang2 pun takpe

erk, senior auni, from Mrsm. Elin, bakal kwn baru di Ky nnti :D Kam, kwn sesekolah yg same2 memberontak ngan aku.muahahaha. Kak Aimi, senior yg almost habis belajar di NZ.(kawen la cepat2 ea) hoho

Adakah anda happy dengan apa yang ada?

ish ish. xleh ckp x hepi, kena always bersyukur. bersukur Alhamdulillah.

3.Tindakan anda bila dengar bunyi kilat dan petir?

off lappy x pon ttp soket & gune batt, kalu kna shock. mmg mati la nk beli baru.

reaksi anda bila ada orang mengutuk anda

ni yg paling aku benci. aku akan benci. benci BENCI BENCI. smpai la pintu ati terbukak x benci lagi. so, byk2 la berdoa. tp aku ni cpt je lupe yg org wat jahat. muahahaha. tp benci still benci.muahaha

reaksi anda bila TERjumpa dengan artis favourite

amik gamba ngan die. pastu post kat FB & blog. kompem org len dengki.muahahaha

maxis or celcom

maxis utk 5800 aku, celcom utk kwn2 d faris .syg kwn nih. =.=

TIGA bad habit

suke memekak, mulut aku lazer.wahahahau. aku mmg malas, lumrah alam.sejak tahun 1992 lagi. haish

apa yang anda lakukan bila ada orang lain sebuk dengan hal anda

buat dunno la, kang x pasal2 dorg mkn pelempang free. gatai nk sibuk hal org. NO NO NO okay!

apa reaksi anda bila TERkentut busuk / kuat di khalayak ramai

x pnah lagi stakat ni. so xtaw.muahaha. kalu org laen yg kentut, aku record. bleh black mail bile rase perlu.hoho

aku still nak blame dia...

2010-06-04T02:54:00.000+08:00

IDK yet, but as far as I'm notified by my friend, during HKSBP, Faris Petra once again succeed in having nothing to be proud of except for Kam, being one of the full colours recipient. not to say bad things to my beloved school, but it's hurting me to know that we've failed again.(sorry la, aku bile ckp pasal skolah ni, patriotik tu lebih sikit, kire cm air kopi yg buat, taruk plak gule lebih2 sesuke hati smpai nk minum pon sakit gigi. eh, melalut plak.LOL). so now, I longed the moment when Mr Doe bawak balik trofi for the best SBP. keseluruhan. the time when my batch's achievement for being 2nd in Malaysia for SBP (PMR 2007).& etceteras. maybe lpas2 ni bile aku da hantar anak aku plak g Faris, bleh la tu kot bawak balik trofi plak.muahahahah. nak kawin cepat cepat, nak buat anak ramai ramai. sume hantar g Faris, bia lama2 skolah tu jd skolah "Fikri" plak ke. muahaha. aiseh, gedik plak. bye. nak tido.

ps: aku still salah kan "dia", Cik Wan, aku rindu sama kamoo =.=

hi fellas :)

2010-06-03T02:30:00.000+08:00

there, in the err what shape is that. oval? nevermind. some of my latest friends from YTN. lol. we had done a little bit of the ice breaking session, (on Facebook) okay, that was nice. seeya fella's.

ps: induction, 16th - 18th June. ILSAS. macam mane mau pegi? agagaga =.=

sebok dado sero.

2010-06-02T11:00:00.000+08:00

" Ya Allah, ampun kan lah dosa dosa aku, yang lalu, yang kan mendatang, yang di sengaja kan, yang tidak di sengaja kan, yang beserta niat, yang tulus tanpa niat. Sesungguh nya, aku akan terus meminta keampunan, keredhaan, keberkatan, ketaqwaan, kesyukuran & segala gala nya dari Mu. Buka kan lah pintu hati ku & sinari lah kehidupan ku dengan kerahmatan & petunjuk petunjuk Mu. Amin "

ps: sometimes, it's always the best to pray & ask from Him, not only during the sad moments, but also the content time & mostly all the time.

Kuch Kuch Hota Hai :)

2010-06-01T00:42:00.000+08:00

LOL. not KKHH actually, i was watching Mann. Damn, I was bored & had nothing to do. So, instead of watching "something" else(okay, thats not me, thats why I prefer u tubing) it's better to change into 'jiwang' mode & watch some hindustanis. Love the songs so much.

ps: haaa, kan elok kalau tgk citer hindustan. dr dok mngarut buat benda lain.haha. seriously, it's far better(of coz kalu aku smbg bace Physics lagi better, tp penat dowh) =.= tgk, sesengal sengal aku (org ckp, aku rase x pon.wekk) aku jiwang ape.muahahaha. kirenye jiwang = romantik. haha.candle light dinner, anyone? hurm2.

kami kami sekalian & kejayaan.

2010-05-30T12:55:00.000+08:00

cipop ~~a.ka. Fiq Zac~~, engineering Russia.

Fis(h), USA, erk. course x igt. accounting ke ape?LOL

Jija, engineering Jepon, he's the 1st one to know this very good news.

Pijo, medicine to UK or Europe, still dunno the exact place.

Bai, medicine Ireland. walaweeeiii. syiok gile Ireland. =D

Jid, medicine, Egypt.lol.mamat arab.haha.u're the best la Jid.

Musey, medicine. he said he's going to India. ikot la Din, asal jange jadi ore india sudoh lah.wahaha

Taqim, another doc & Egyptian to be. g mesir pahni ngaji kuat deh, ngapa Quran etep.

Pokkeh, USA. Engineering jugok Keh dih? x igt aku.aiseyy.

dan beliau yg berbaju belang2. InsyaAllah ke UK. :))

ps: mungkin ade yg x termasuk dlm list, the girls, or yg aku xde gamba & yg jugak aku x igt lol.haha. but, for those who'll soon get their offer. all the best as well. I'm praying hard for you guys. & nnti aku upload la gamba korang eh.hehe.tp make sure bgtaw. & "for those who deserve the places to oversea, u'll get it, when it's meant for us, it'll be ours" semoga berjaya. ~~huggs & kisses muah muah~~ gudluck. :)

sakit mate

2010-05-28T18:38:00.000+08:00

I can't really be blogging actually, my eye is getting redder & tears won't stop flowing.jeeez. I'll be back soon.pray for my health (=.=)"

ni mmg mate aku kot, mase die sihat walafiat. yg now ni, isk,mengerikan -_-'

ps: the 2nd pic is just for fun. it was 2008, the Perkhemahan Agung Perdana, & i'm among the opposite gender who was roaming around the girls, they were cooking & I was eating what they were cooking. LOL. siap snap gamba plak tuh, dorg dok bertanding. & of cos, i was running away from duties that time.muahahaha.

JPA pulak dtg buat muke x malu nak aku.LOL

2010-05-21T18:22:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG, xpe lah, hari ni aku akan berblog dgn bahase melayu tercinta( even ade sikit2 yg x btol.hehe). Nak dijadikan cerita lah ni kan, erm, nak jugak dijadikan bahan2 nak blogging.haha.kalau x mmg xde modal la. Aku secara sudah rasminye, dah pon menghantar kontrak yg telah pon di signed, di chop,& di siap kan lah, pendek kata. YTN lah katekan, sape yg xnak kan, so mmg aku rush la jgak nk siap kan kontrak nk post..walau hakikat sbenanye, aku da kna bebel berbakul2 berbukit bukit, bagai nak rak.haha.naseb bek x pch telinga,& kalau la boss aku kat umah ni smpai ati nak pukul. mmg kompem da lame aku terbang kna sepak terajang sbb malas nk siapkan kontrak tu.haha.

so, mmg sial la JPA( sorri, no offence here, just nak bg kaw sikit cerita) bleh pulak dorg call aku jap td bgtaw yg aku dpt offer engineering ke France, haiz. abis kwn2 aku sedih sbb ko la JPA.mmg muke x malu.tp tp tp, it has always been my dream to go to France.haha.alahai, ade aku kisah, insyaAllah, nnti aku belaja rajin2 kat KY then pegi UK. bleh je nak g France pon.hehe.x susah, yg penting YTN offer aku dulu, so aku mmg nak amik yg YTN la.hehe. JPA, ko p la main jauh2. jgn kaco aku.haiz.brani btol, kan bgos kalau dulu ag ko pggil aku, buat short course. mmg aku kiss la ko JPA.tp now it's too little too late. no turning back for me, i believe, we have to repay back all the respect we get, dalam kes ni, YTN lebih respek aku sbb bg dulu, JPA pggil 2nd batch.nmpak sgt. wekk

Tapi ape yg aku sesal kan disini, & mmg aku amat kesal. kenapalah JPA ni, mungkin agak btol ape yg dikate kan oleh uncle Kamil (Kam's dad)..JPA is no longer ...........(dont wanna write that, it might offense others) tp agak betol.huhu. to all my friends, aku suke suke jugak. tp aku always mendoa kan mereka yg x berjaya agar ~~beraya~~ berjaya. Allah lebih tahu yg terbaik buat kamu. & kalau lah aku boleh bg kat sape2 yg x dpt JPA, tempat aku tuh, mmg aku akan bg. dgn hati yg ikhlas sbb aku mmg da kompem tolak JPA. if i can just give it to u guys. tp apekan daye, aku x mampu.huhu. mungkin tmpat aku tu akan diambik oleh org lain, mmg aku nk bg kat korg la kawan2. like seriously, aku nak kwn2 aku dpt JPA.

oklah, sebelom mulut laser aku mrapu lg byk. biarr la aku stop dulu.haih

PS: mintak maap la JPA, aku da buat keputusan nak amik YTN. so a NO is always a NO.haih. kalu aku mintak nak bg tmpat aku kat kawan2 aku bleh ke x? bleh ke? huhu,
tp xpe lah.sblom mengundur diri. mmg nmpak sgt lah kan, yg aku ni dikehendaki ramai.LOL.tp siot je buat org susah2 nak fikir. aku amik ayat cikgu Zakiah, "Kadang2 Allah bg kite satu je interview sbb xnak bg kite susah buat pilihan..." kan cikgu kan, syg cikgu, even x pnah mngaja sy pon, tp sy slalu je mngumpat dgn cikgu.hehe.layan je.(bukan mngumpat cikgu, tp mngumpat DENGAN cikgu.sile paham.lol)

LOL.aku baru je pandai.

2010-05-19T18:51:00.000+08:00

Salam to all. Bonjour to those who can't reply salam.

Seriously, I just blog this thing bcos I know, it might be quite funny. darn it. I just learn how to 'prt sc'. haha.LOL,dude, don't ever laugh at me okay. seriously, wey, don't laugh. Sorry peeps, actually i'm not that good with this kinda of things. i'm just a newbie in this whole internet world. So, i did asked somebody how to take pic of the desktop. Just to make sure that I'm not going to be one of the "katak puru di bawah tempurung" okay.

ps: naseb bek la aku tanye, mati2 aku igt kna install software laa, kna itu la kna ini la,haih, rupe2 nye. just tekan print screen n then bukak la pape yg patot pastu paste.save n siap. mudah smeset.LMAO. weyh weyh, siot. sape yg ktawe tu? aku turning back kick baru taw. LOL.sori lah mengacau.sy budak baru belaja, kalau salah ..er..mmg salah lah. nak buat mcm mane. wekk.

honestly, I don't really care.

2010-05-17T20:34:00.000+08:00

So, this post is just another post from me regarding bout the latest headline from Sarawak. To be more than frank, I just dislike politics, maybe it's still not my time yet to give a real political point of view & to compare & contrast which one is better. Not to say that I'm totally take everything lightly, but, I just really really don't wanna care much bout this. My main job now is to study & excel first rather than start being one of the supporters(don't care lah which part, opposition, deposition, transition.whatever). But, as far as I concern, for me, unity will solve all the probs but it'll be a ridiculous world without something call democracy & election. It's a must. But, if it's making all the probs bigger & worser .Than u can think for yourself, & now I'm thinking bout Thailand. Please, don't be so much a bastard to make our country such a hell, like what's happening there. I'm kinda worried too much I guess.

ps: haih, jgn la jd mcm puak2 yg baju merah laa, baju purple la, baju hujan laa. takut aku bile dengar brite smpai kene tembak kat kpale, mmg dunia, dunia oh dunia. hopefully. sdang dengar lagu,B.O.B ft Bruno Mars - Nothin on U =DD

Happy Teachers Day

2010-05-16T08:30:00.000+08:00

kan, mase kecik sume muke2 innocent kan cikgu kan.haha.so peeps, u can see me when I'm 13. cari2. :)

so the date has come yet again, for every single year, non stop, up until the limit, but for sure 16th May is extremely exquisite. Maybe it's not enough to just show our gratitude to THEM by only having to wish, but for me, by remembering all their hardworks & all, yeah, I dont really have things to give, but i cherish all my teachers (all of them, & even i dont really remember how many teachers I had since I was born to this beauty-ugly world). maybe one day, in the future, I'll give u guys something. May Allah give u all the very best & hopefully it will always be a happy ending story :)

bile da besar sikit, nak nampak dah la tu muke2 setan.hehe.kan cikgu kan? so, this pic is from 2007 . 3D. :)

this is the best damn thing that ever happened to me.hell yeah, u guys are wonderful :))

ps: TERIMA KASIH CHE' GU (that's an old way to write 'cikgu' hehe) & sebenannye nak upload gamba mase skolah rendah tp xde laa. tp pape pon.selamat hari cikgu to all of them out there.luv u all.muah muah :P

sincerely from Fikri...

I miss night prep. (=,=)"

2010-05-14T00:29:00.000+08:00

ps : see, all that matters are that, prep are meant to have fun, sleep, read, laugh, eat, learn, books, coupling, snoring, chatting, homeworking, biologing, physicing, chemistrying, add mathing, & of cos, enjoying all the moments. :) seriously, bile nak tido malam, asyek tringat mase form 1 bile senior citer criter hantu, mmg x sggup nak tidor, terbayang2 tgn berbulu kat tingkap, dah la aku katil atas,hadusss. rindu rindu nak citer hantu kat junior aku. HAHA :)

erk.. MANDUL?

2010-05-12T08:05:00.000+08:00

yesterday, so much a very hectic day for me. Just as I said, the offer letter from YTN has arrived so, now I have to spare a lot of times to make sure all the requirements needed is done. OMG OMG. It's so damn troubling me. Common lah. i thought when I already got it, it should be easy, but it didn't, with all sorts of penjamin, borang2, terms. Aiyo, kinda irritating as well.So, I had made my first move yesterday by going to the Klinik Kesihatan Kota Bharu for my medical check up. stressed. It was a very long wait, yeah, lots of SPM leavers there also doing the same thing as me. And I'm lucky enough to have my uncle working there, so, i can save some times rather than sitting there like a 'penyu' who wants to lay eggs or what. HAHA. So, then I was called for the X ray session. I went into the room & quickly took of my shirts (alah, ape nak kisah. bukan ade org pon). just after that a guy came to me and ask me to do all the procedures, don't wanna tell all the procedures here, its tooooooo boring! Then the funny parts started. Just like always, I can't really help myself to keep my big fat mouth from questioning all the people.

i asked the guy( dgn mulot aku yg agak memuncung la mase tu,semangat nak tanye), "Aish, bro. X bahaye ke buat xray xray ni? bukan ape, setahu sy laa, sy belaja bio kat skolah(giler, mcm la hebat sgt kan.) mesti bhaye jugak kan.kan?"
yg bro tu pulak jwb dgn relaks, " Alahai adik, ape pulak yg bhaye nye, kalau bhaye da lame da bilik xray ni jadi bilik mayat. Tp setakat abg keje sini, xde la pulak yg mampos".....selamba badak kan die jwb.
& then sudddenly, mulut aku x dpt dibendung lagi, "erk, MANDUL????"

then the 'bro' td keep himself quiet for a while before bursting into laughter, a very loud one.HAHAHAHA.
& I dont really know what I'm asking just now, since when pulak aku jadi bijak bio kan.so, I myself did laugh about the 'mandul' thingy. hehe. sorry, girls. U dont wanna know what i know bout this thing, I've been asking people about loads of things, & this thing is included. So, after finishing all the medical check up, i went to the bank to open a new account, so the story bout that will continue the other day lah.

ps: aku amat tertekan lah jugak, pakcik kat LHDN silap stamp kontrak aku, org cakap xnak denga, igt die hebat sgt lah tu,haish, ni menyusah kan aku plak. so, maybe ari ni kna kol YTN tanye pasal kontrak yg tersalah stamp tu.urgghhhh... busy busy busy, giler busy. chow..

GRAD oh GRAD oh FINALLY

2010-05-08T00:11:00.000+08:00

So, with a very big feelings of proud-ness bear in my heart, I can say that, I'm an official graduate from SMS Tg Muhammad faris Petra. yeah, so people/company/institution out there, wait for a few more years & then all of us will be out there seeking for job with the quality that can't really be surpassed by any other people. *kinda boasting ah* but it's the real thing i'm talking here, I know all my friends from my batch really well. In every single person, there lies a lot of hidden potential & it's differ with every person. & I totally am saying here that we came with packages & in variety pack.So, Farisian 05(08)09. All the best :) .

Now, back with the graduation day. I was at school at 8.3o actually on that day.Yeah, something was not fun , when someone who appeared to be overreacting.sorry to say this, but I'm stating here that "rambot sy x panjang okay,jgn la suruh potong", I know the limit where I'm professional. If my hair is rather too long, & its not appropriate for the ceremony, I'll cut laa. No need to be so fierce on our graduation day.Yeah,seems like that 'somebody' was stressing the feelings on ex-students who ain't good with that 'somebody'.Don't be bias okay. Even a book with dirty dusty cover, is completely can't be underestimated as a useless one. So, the proverb says, u know laa what the proverb is.haha. think bcos u have brain to think.please!
but, the facts that I really enjoy myself on that particular happening day was bcos I got to meet with all my friends, its not easy to gather all the 189 students from all over Kelantan & some from outside of Kelantan.HAHA. killing the boredom of waiting for the king by chatting & making fun of each other. I'll reminisce all that memoirs, deep inside me, with all my heart. So. its a worth going-to lah,haha, bcos I had fun with my friends & teachers. Definitely, I miss the humorous jokes of Gammarians, & frankly to say, I'm missing my housemates, all the Rahmanians.damn so much.ONCE A RAHMAN, FOREVER BE.

okay la, no need to talk much actually, simplicity is what I've been made of. I'm a simple pessimist :) LOL
So, all of us got the certificates & a very very indeed an awesome folder. Can deny it, it's so much better than the typical folder we received during every year's AC(anugerah cemerlang).So, a thousand thanks to the Alumni for the folders we got. So, basically, that certs & folders were given to all of us. But, I also got a plague( is this the correct word?).haha.never mind.a very precious one I guess, for getting all A's. & not to forget RM100.00. No hard feelings guys, its enough la, if nak lebih, wait till all of us become a part of the Alumni team also. :) hopefully, we will..I think thats all for now, a simple post as a REMINISCENCE .

ps: GUDLUCK to kawan2 yg akan merantau jauh ke dunia luar. mungkin ade rezki,kite jumpe lagi, reunion lah weii, mmg kompem giler aku pegi, buat ah bbq kat pantai ke ape ke.& tunggu aku keje, nnti aku sponsorr.hahahaha. (tp x janji ah.) WAHAHA~

TNB oh YTN

2010-05-03T22:09:00.003+08:00

so, officially said, I got an email from YTN(yayasan tenaga nasional) , a few days ago. Yupp, totally over the moon.I was extremely in an overjoy feelings. cant really deny the facts that I was brooding for knowing that I wasn't selected by JPA for engineering (France). dammit!. but, thank God, syukur Alhamdulillah. :) because YTN chose me to be their recipient. well, one of my friend, which his father is a TNB staff, said that they will only choose only 18 people this year out of 350 people who were called for the interview. so, I can say that I was lucky enough to be offered a place under YTN scholarship. in the email :

Bidang : Kejuruteraan Elektrik Kuasa

Negara : United Kingdom

Program : A- Level (2 Tahun)

Pusat Persediaan : KYUEM

so, no more brooding.haha. but, i still dont know when i will start my A level, & when will i be called by the people from YTN to finish all the necessary things.Hopefully, soon enough bcos I want to make sure all the things will be the best for me. InsyaAllah :)

ps: Ya Allah, ampunkanlah dosa2 aku, & berikanlah aku kekuatan utk menempuh segala kesulitan & dugaan mu ini. & aku bersyukur Ya Allah, BERSYUKUR YANG TERAMAT!